Saturday, August 04, 2007
       
       gt smt long to grumble bout...
made me so grumpy..
my lao er alreadi heard it le and she say she "listened" to what i said..
she's the first person to hear it and when i saw her, i jus blah everything to her..
it all started in the morning..
early in the morning..
i was askin my sis whether i shld go back to the office to print my timetable,
cos my house printer wasnt working... 
and partly to satisfy my "craving"...
cos i'm still suffering frm office sick..
i tot over it again and again and finally had the courage to msg chris..
so i msged him and asked him den he replied back sayin tt i'm in luck cos he will be goin back to the office later..
at tt pt, i was wondering why he shld be around..
after tt den i know tt its better to be under supervision jus in case anything happens..
so after tt he asked me wat time i will be goin back so i told him tt after i finished bathing den can go le, bout 8.30 like tt..
den he told me tt he will finish his stuff bout 9.30 before goin to the office..
he oso asked me to buy breakfast for the 3 of them,
joe, glynn and old man..
haha..
so i replied him "breakfast again? i will nt buy de hor. not kidding de."
after tt he said tt he will fetch me. he will eat while i pay.
so dots lah.
i msged him back tt he's thick skinned and even replied back "now den you know ah"
haha.. 
before leaving the prison, he even called me and asked me if i bath le nt..
he sounded like a father over the phone lah..
rush me to faster go bath..
after tt he pretended nt to know the way to my house..
i realli believed lah..
he told me he's doin round and round and asked me where i lived..
i told him at woodlands circle, den he asked me near wat street or avenue..
i even went to check the street directory lah..
after tt in the car, he told me tt he actually know the way to my house..
at tt moment, i almost faint sia..
he den continued tt he enjoyed to make fun of me..
wah lao..
second time le..
and i actually believed..
argh!!
in the car he oso asked me if i sent an email telling others how bad he was...
actually it was meant to be a farewell cum thank you msg..
it was supposed to be smt nice and memorable,
but it turned out to be nasty..
wah lao..
spoilt my gd intention..
he said tt someone complained to him telling him how bad he was,
wat are the things tt he didnt do and blah blah blah,
and all those are frm the email tt i sent to tt person..
wah lao..!
all those are jus misunderstandings lah..
i didnt know tt it will turn out like tt..
after he told me tt, my mood sank all the way down..
absolutely no mood for anything le..
so while i was watching him eating breakfast, i was tryin to think hard who's the "culprit"..
but i tin i know who it is le..
but luckily the atmosphere wasnt weird..
he was tellin me bout his stories..
he even told me tt i haven widen my perceptions yet..
he taught me nt to be too calculative in helping ppl..
shld do wat i can do to help ppl cos you will nv know when you will need their help..
argh...!
realli make me feel so bad lah..
things turned out the way tt it wasnt meant to be..
den in the car, he wanted me to direct him to the office..
he said tt i'm the vehicle commander..
how can i be the vehicle commander when i dunno the way..
so he was askin if he shld turn right or left when leaving the carpark so i pointed to him left..
after tt he asked me y didnt i say it den i tell him tt i haven fully wake up yet..
he den continued how to drive if i dunno left and right,
den i told him i haven pass driving yet..
stabbed another knife into me again..
so throughout the journey, he was asking me to turn left or right..
when i told him to turn left, he asked me y nt turn right...
made me feel so unsure of myself..
den i told him tt i'm jus followin the bus route..
den after tt there was a U turn sign in front and he asked me to turn here or after tt..
i told him tt can onli turn after the U turn sign but in the end he still make an illegal U turn..
haha..
in the past, people studied the highway code but now we have the basic and final theory...
i told him tt since he kept driving, he shld rmb some of the driving stuff..
but he disagreed with me..
he even wanted me to ask those ppl driving if they still rmb wat is the legal parking distance frm a bus stop..
wanted to ask de but forget all bout it le..
even i oso dun rmb the ans lah..
hai yo.. 
after tt i oso added in tt it was easier getting license in the past compared now,
den he says he dun wan to argue with me..
haha..
after tt went to office and they were shocked to see me again..
haha..
when the hr ppl saw me and chris, they wonder why i was here..
den chris told them tt i'm here for part time..
immediately they told him tt they will nt be payin me..
den he replied tt he will pay me using his money..
so at the office, i was tryin to print the timetable..
somehow cant access the net..
but after tryin over and over again, finally can le..
haha..
after tt chris oso came over to my desk and asked me if i need to print it in colour
cos the printer tt was linked to my com can onli print in black and white..
overheard from their conversations tt they were rather buzy..
becos nxt wk is national day,
and there are packing tt joe haven do and i even saw glynn updating the stockcards..
so when i asked joe if there is any packing to do, he said "no"..
so weird lah..
after tt glynn say tt "wo men bu gan dong ni"..
when i asked chris if there's anything tt i can help,
he violently replied "NO!"..
anything lor..
dun wan me help den dun help lor..
so i continued "exploring" the NTU web..
saw tt they have another big order on the 22 Aug...
took a look at the order,
den joe and glynn were showin me the items tt they want..
some items are ridiculously ALOT..
i tin i'm a work addict..
strongly and deeply addicted to their work..
how..?!
can someone come and help me overcome the "CRAVING"?
the moment i took the order, it feels like i'm working again..
this is the first sat tt i ever saw joe's table full of papers 
and glynn updating stockcards on a sat..
even chris has to come back to office to finish his work..
during my 3.5 mth work,
chris onli came back to the office ONCE on sat to do his work..
den they even have a menu thing goin on,
so chris asked me this 18 yr old kid to give some comments,
joe even corrected it to 19 yr old kid..
cos they are serving to ppl my age de..
1 satay rice set and another corolla chicken set..
den joe came over and chris said tt he dun belong to the 18 yrs old grp..
he replied tt he's always 18 at heart..
den chris replied "tan yong lin ah?"
haha..
i told them tt the satay set dun look appetising 
and the corolla chicken set looks a little dry..
it will be better with a little gravy..
even joe oso agreed tt there shld some gravy on the rice lah,
but glynn says tt its chicken rice so no grvy..
joe even suggested having honda chicken set, toyota chicken set and so on..
haha..
so lame lah..
joy was taking a ride frm chris,
so when they wanted to go,
he told joy tt he has to ask his "er nai" first..
wah lao..
so nan ting lah..
den after tt he came over to my desk and tell me tt he's goin off le..
i told him tt i'm meeting my sis later at the bus stop,
so he told glynn to stay with me till 12.30
haha..
but my lao er came so early lah..
even chris had to call me and tell me tt she's here..
he was telling me over the phone tt my sis reach le and saw her pacing up and down, lookin rather lost..
haha..
so i immediately RUSH down..
i reali rush lah..
and saw chris and joy again..
he was asking me where i was goin, 
giving me and my sis a ride
den when i told him marsiling and its nt on the way,
we said bye..
haha..
otherwise i tin it will be real awkward for my lao er sia..
haha..
for tt 2.5 hrs i spent in office,
i dun tin i heard them swearing..
nt even a single word..
haha..
nt even joe.. ;]
den when someone horned chris at the carpark,
he oso didnt curse.. ;]
wah..
180 degrees change sia..
real amazing..! 
after tt we went to the marsiling market to look for our parents..
haha..
the moment i was there, memories came back..
haha.. 
memories of how sian it was to go to marsiling to have lunch everyday..
memories of the chin chow drink spilled onto me..
memories of us having lunch together..
memories of me taggin along with 3 guys,
who kept talkin bout computer games and those things which i dun understand..
hai..
guessed i made a big blunder tis time round..
but i msged chris and apologised to him le..
den he replied tt its ok. small case only.
hai...
OMG..!
i'm goin to feel bad for the rest of my life lah..
someone i "idolised" so much had such a bad impression of me..
jus becos of 1 stupid email tt i sent to tt person..
he even tot tt i went around sending the emails,
telling ppl how bad he was..
zhen shi tiao jin huang he ye xi bu qing ah..Labels: went back to foodfare.. guess it will be long to heal my wound before i have the face to see him again..
        
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        -I miss the past/} 
       8/04/2007 02:45:00 PM