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Thursday, June 07, 2007

feeling so moody today..
hai..
started frm the morning..
gt slightly better after lunch..
sort of overheard the conversation btw the manager and chris..
seems to be toking bout me..
scold me paranoid,
scold me over sensitive..
but trust women's sixth sense..
its accurate de lor..
even my right eyelid has been twitching since ytd..
den for the whole day, chris and i seems to avoid each other..
or maybe i'm the one avoiding him..
cos he looks so fierce today..
he went over to my desk and called joe and glynn too..
glynn is the new storeman..
den the way chris instruct me to do work was different today..
he indirectly wanted me to do the recipes quick cos there is smt else for me to do..
somehow can sense tt something is nt right..
i seems to be defending against so mani ppl..
so mani ppl wearing masks on their face..
even i dunno who i can trust,
who i can speak the truth to...
OFFICE POLITICS..
SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST..
its realli hard to survive in society..
but things might nt be tt bad afterall..
at least chris rmbed tt i took my TP..
he even asked: "how's ur test?"
den i mumbled to him: " failed lah"
after tt he say he even tot of selling his car to me lah..
pls lor..
even if i pass the test, it doesnt mean tt i can owe a car..
even my father oso ask me to buy a car if i get my license..
but i tin veri far lor..
1 veri veri small car costs bout 38k..
den have to pay bout $316.66 every mth..
which means tt even if i continue this job,
and after cpf deduction,
i will onli have bout $900+ to spend per mth..
after expenses for my car, i will have bout $500 per mth...
nt forgetting money for the fuel, parking coupons and fines..
den i tin i work jus to support the car..
siao ah..
den after tt he went over to my desk and asked me how mani pts i gt for the TP..
i told him 24 and the passing was 18..
but i didnt tell him bout my 2 immediate failures..
so pai sei lah..
hai yo..



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-I miss the past/}
6/07/2007 07:01:00 PM