mii andd myy wishfull thinkking

2008-05-23T19:26:00.003+08:00

a series of unfortunate events. it all happended in less than an hr, frm my way to the office all the way to the office. really really very scary.

firstly, i was making my way to the bus stop to take the bus to the office. then i passed by those HDB pillars and i seemed to "see" someone leaning on the pillar when i passed by it. so i jus turned my head to see who that was when i realised that there should be someone there. but actually, someone hung their clothes there in such a way that it looks like a figure. t shirt at the top and shorts at the bottom. scare the wits out of me lor and i really jumped. such a "surprise" is enough to wake me up in the morning lor.

after that, i safely make my way to the bus and boarded the bus. when i alighted the bus and was making my way to the office, there was this indian guy standing on the grass patch, talking on the phone. then all of a sudden, he approached me, speaking in the language of his (as if i understand lor) and showing me his hp, as if he wanted me to speak to the other party on the phone. crazy fellow lor. so many weird ppl around de. maybe tts the bad pt of working in an industrial area. :[

den after that, i saw 2 stray dogs. real huge lor but luckily it didnt disturb me and instead it crossed the road to the opposite end. phew, end of story.

in the office, it was safer. i was wearing like this bright shade of dark purple and at the same time there was this guy who wore the same colour too and in the end, my colleague made fun of us saying that we wear qing luu zhuang. wah lao, so pai sei lor and the worse thing is we arent on talking terms, or maybe i should say there wasnt really anyone who is on talking terms to me, except for the lady who taught me what to do.

so so so tired. always headache during work. looking forward to playin tennis with em and her friends tmr :]

!ndOguNa

2008-05-17T08:13:00.004+08:00

its been a week since i started work..
working at Indoguna, located at senoko..
starting to get the hang of work le..
checking DO, converting and printing invoices and the photocopier machine which forever jam on me whenever i need to photocopy huge stacks of paper..
always have a nervous breakdown when i use the machine..

the ppl here are all seriously doin work de,
no crapping, joking, slacking de, unlike foodfare..
haha..
so the atmosphere here is rather always very tense..
furthermore, we always dined in for lunch cos there will be someone to packet back for us,
so i tin tts why we are not so "united"..
i hardly know anymore within my visible range de lor..
and the ppl here dun always smile..
and i talked less than 10 sentences a day to anyone regarding work cos they all looked so buzy..!
and i am always buzy at my desk too cos there are so much papers for me to scan thru..

nonetheless, there is this nice lady, magdalene, that taught me what to do..
trouble her alot, unnecessarily..
haha..
she's also a temp, like me..
working for 2 mths already..

in all, i still like working in foodfare..
maybe i will get to like this new place after 2 mths,
maybe..

NeW jOb

2008-05-09T12:31:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging for quite some time, ever since exams started...
exams was "ohmygod"....
lots of careless mistakes but nvm, thank goodness, it was over...
finally found a job thru adecco,
although it was a small job agency, nonetheless it was more efficient than re..
working as admin asst again,
but this time in the accounts department..
get to learn new things and at the same time, shall see how fun accountancy is..
haha..
if its nice, might consider taking it as an elective..
shall see how the job goes..
slacked for only 12days before i start working again..
which might oso be a good thing :]
if slack too long, might not have the energy to switch on engine again..

hOrr!fy!nG cAts

2008-04-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

oh my god..
i jus slightly managed to get home safely today...
so scary lah..
i was waiting for the lift
and jus then this malay guy came..
after tt, a mother with a babypram and a small kid oso came..
den suddenly, there was this CAT that came and stopped beside the guy..
the lift door opened, he went in and so did the cat..
i jus stood there, shocked lah..
hai yo..
den he try to shove the cat out but somehow the cat jus wouldnt budge..
in the end he carried the cat out of the lift..
den when i went in, i thanked him..
haha..
saviour for the day sia..
so the mother oso came in..
as we were all fearful of the cat..
if the cat realli stay in the lift, den i guess i will have to take the stairs home le...
grateful for his small little act.. :]
and when i waved goodbye to the baby, he waved back..
haha..
so cute..!

s!ck Aga!n

2008-03-19T16:34:00.003+08:00

guess the only time i am very very very free is either i am sick or i am having holidays..
sadly the case, i am sick again...
OHMY!!!
this mth has been really really a suay mth..
sick twice..
wonder who can ever break this record..
both time kenna fever..
have to complete the entire antibiotics course again!
but this time round more serious..
practically have no voice to talk cos of tt sorethroat...
no mood to eat anything cos of tt stupid ulcer at the edge of the tongue..
and practically cant have any taste of the food tt i'm eating,
except occassionally tt i choke on tt small piece of chilli...
sad life man..
but only when i'm sick, i get to notice more of the things around me..
only when i'm sick, den i can join my family,
watchin tv shows from 7 all the way to 10..
there was once my mother was so shocked tt she saw me at the living room,
sitting at the sofa, watching tv...
her reaction was as if she saw a ghost lah...
den when my sis ask her, she thought tt i will be in my room studying...
guess i am too crazy with studying le,
tts why have fever now..
have 2 tests last wk on consecutive days,
no choice but to chiong...
but its realli unfair lah..
i drink lots and lots of water,
didnt even touch potato chips, ice cream or chocolate whatsoever
and yet i can still fall sick..
i better start resting le otherwise u cant see me the next time..
haha..
shall update again when i'm free,
BUT definitely nt when i'm sick :]

moVieS

2008-02-10T10:37:00.001+08:00

watched 2 he4 sui4 films this cny...
both oso nt bad lah..
at least i was LOLing away..
haha..
but i tin kung fu dunk slightly lamer than cj7,
cos jay chou was acting silly..
but tt spacedog in cj7 was rather cute..
the moment it appears, everyone was like 'ohh'..
but cj7 was a little sad..
cos stephen chow almost died and the spacedog came back to life.. :]
but luckily it was happy ending afterall,
and i cried a little when the father died and when the boy was so happy that his father came back to life..
overall, 3.5 popcorn for cf7 and 3 popcorn for kungfu dunk :]

*p.s. dun even bother to waste money to watch ah long pte ltd! anti fan of tt..!

Ch!neSe nEw yEar

2008-02-08T18:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR PPL!!

this year's cny has been rather special..
why??
becos i'm the one driving my family round for visiting..
muahaha..
dun worry...
they are all safe and sound..
happily jumping here and there (tts for my bro part)..
haha...
how can have no confidence in me..
and i finally have the chance to drive on s'pore expressways,
as well as driving my grandma around.. :]
but somehow i still cant rmb those roads,
which road link to which road etc..
haha..

anyway, the pathetic me still has to rush for lab report and hw on cny...
hai..

ENJOY PPL =P

tHosE sWeet dAys

2008-01-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

its been a yr since we last met...
most of us still remained the same..
haha.. :]
started frm the same point together and we are now all heading towards other directions..
rather unsure of our future..
nt sure if the degree tat we are taking now will be useful to us nxt time..
nonetheless, all jia you bah =D

met for dinner at Billy Bombers tonight..
13 ppl in total..
me, ade, jas, em, loh, xie, jace, moon, lay hen, zhao qi, ee hua, levin, tiger
the food was so so lah,
big serving though..
just tt the service was a little too slow...
taking orders was slow,
serving food was slow,
clearing the tables was slow,
returning us the change was slow too,
except that they showed us the bill very fast..
haha..

had a nice night together..
since a long time tt we laughed like mad..
chatted like those days again..
things were like the same again,
and it will remain the same in future too..!

YUPPIE 05S24!

WO AI NI!! :]

2008-01-02T14:18:00.000+08:00

spring cleaning...
buzy cleaning and at the same time buzy sneezing...
always like tt de..
guess there must be too much dust.. =X

nonetheless, i saw lots of memories..
haha..
kept lots of stuff, frm pri sch all the way to JC..
read again those cards tt my frens gave,
slowly enjoyin those neoprints that we took..
haha..
in the past, i was so nerdy lah..
now at least nt so bad...
looking thru those movie tickets, souveniors, neoprints and stacks and stacks of worksheets,
alot things came to my mind..
lived for 20 yrs le..
so loooong..
made lots of nice and wonderful frens,
done alot of silly and dumb things,
and went thru alot of tests and exams..
dunno why i can still laugh at those horrible chem marks tt i get..
haha..
those pathetic marks that we used to get..
and jane ler and mr wong will start sending those depression waves to us..
haha..
those days..
unforgettable and memorable..

although 2007 is gone, but at least we have those wonderful memories of 07...
may 2008 be a better yr for all of us =D

講不出聲 (溏心風暴主題曲) -- 關菊英

2007-12-30T18:07:00.001+08:00

2007-12-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

he looks pretty, esp when his hair is straight =P

2007-12-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

HUMANS ARE REALLY WEIRD CREATURES, PERHAPS I AM THE ONLY ONE..

i tin i am nt in the right state of mind ever since exams ended..
haha..
i'm also nt sure of myself..
jus feel like doin everything in the pace that i liked..
perhaps i am getting used to sch life le..
now tt i'm given the chance to slack,
i'm rather lost, nt sure how to get started, nt sure how to make sure that time is spent meaningfully..
but when i have learnt how to enjoy my free time,
i have to get used back to sch life,
get used to the life of rushing lab reports,
attending lectures early in the morning again,
eating awful canteen food again..

nonetheless, satisfied with the results for sem 1..
yay..! :]
jia you ppl out there..
we will hang in together wor.. =D

sch goin to start again in less than 2 wks..
have to chiong again..
realli sick and tired of studyin le..
cant wait to get hold of my degree..
after tt den can forget all bout studying..
how wonderful life is without having to study, i bet all of you agree fully with me right?
haha..

i'm planning for early retirement :]
so going to work veri work when i'm young,
so when i'm old, i can take my own sweet time to go travelling,
travel round the word (if i have enuf $ to do so)
jus having to do the things that i liked, i'm contented..
jus like simple things, eating ice cream, gathering with friends, driving around in my own mini cooper aimlessly or window shopping..

bought alot of things recently..
going to declare bankrupt soon..
haha..
guess spending money is the best way to destress..
retail therapy :]
anyway cny coming soon so gt excuse to buy new stuff,
dun tin i will ever have time to shop when sch starts,
so better start buyin now..

are cancerians all emotional and fickle minded?

2007-12-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over!!
but surprisingly i dun feel as happy as i ought to be...
instead i felt rather lost...
haha..
weird sia..
nt onli me feeling this way, my other frens oso felt tt way...
actually its acutally a relief tt we are actually done with 1 sem,
but things arent tt hopeful,
cos we feel tt we crap for our papers..
hopefully we dun need to da bao back for nxt yr..
*pray hard*

we did study for our papers,
maybe nt hard enough..
or maybe nt deep enough..
and those past yr papers are realli difficult lah..
i blank out everytime i see those qns..
wonder how ppl actually manage to get first class honours..
they mus be realli "sick".. =X

these 3 mths seems to be a phase when you try to adapt to uni's life,
the fast pace of studying where the profs think tt you know everything..
think tt you have already done those things in sch, etc..
practical lab lessons are quite fun but rather horrible,
apart frm the fact tt you still have to do the lab reports..
all the equipments tt they use, you nv ever use it in ur life,
nt even during the JC sch days..
den when you attend their practical, they expect you to know how to operate the equipments..
but luckily there are oso ppl frm poly..
kind of regret nt goin to poly...
firstly you realli get alot of hands on experience,
and most imptly, you get to skip modules..
unlike those pathetic JC ppl where they have to attend each and every single modules..

but at the same time, the 8 mths rest before sch starts are far too too long..
so long tt i forget the things tt i learnt..
haha..
guess i played too much..
but at least things are over,
and hopefully the days to come will be better.. :]
nonethesless, the ppl in NTU are nice..

2007-11-27T16:31:00.000+08:00

yooo...
i'm back to blogging again..
haha..
but my exams are nt over yet.. =X
had a day of fun today even though i have yet to study for my exam on fri,
BIOPHYSICAL CHEMISTRY..
a little hopeless module, cos it deals with physics..
but its no excuse cos most ppl with no A lvl physics background are suffering too..
haha...
try my best bah.. =P

went to JB today..
wake up when its nt even 7...
oh my!
so tired now..
tired until my head is spinning..
and i finally got my chance to drive today...
haha..
after 3 mths and 7 days..
but i onli drive on the roads of JB..
and guessed who's my first passenger..?
it should be passengers..
haha..
they are my family..
muahaha..
my 2 sisters so bad lah,
keep sayin how lousy my driving is...
scared tt i will bang the car..
but at least my mother and bro are confident of me..
haha..
cos they say since i managed to get the license, i shld have some skills..
den my father became the road navigator..
to direct the roads and help me look out for cars,
cos even he says tt i change lanes veri fierce,
becos i didnt look out for cars..

but i shld say tt i realli have some skills lah,
but i mus definitely say i cant park my car well,
and i'm slightly road blind lah...
the roads in JB have holes here and there,
humps here and there...
so i wasnt lookin at the road,
and in the end, the car went over a big hole
den there was once i didnt see the hump..
haha...

realli have to admit tt my father is gd at driving,
but jus tt he's a little reckless,
but at least he's observant and "agile" in directing the car..
haha..
i tot so long jus to park the car and my car wasnt even in the middle of the lot...
it was tilted to the extreme left..
den when my father parked the car, i didnt even realise tt he finished parking..
hhaa...

but at least my sisters say tt my driving nt tt bad, apart frm my parking..
haha..
and they gave me rating of 9 out of 10..
a good beginning.. :D
haha..
den when i took over to drive the car, all of them were so alert lah..
keep lookin out cars for me..
tell me left side gt car, right side gt car..
made me feel so panicky, but things got better as i drove longer...

woohooo...
i shall own my car one day... ;]

2007-10-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

EXAMS PERIOD!

STUDY STUDY STUDY!! :]

2007-10-25T17:51:00.000+08:00

jus had a medical check up today..
shld be a full medical check up bah..
took height and weight, eyesight test, urine test and even x-ray test..
supposed to have this checkup on the 18th june,
but since i missed the date tt time,
i forget all about it le until ytd they sent me an email telling me tt they had yet to receive my medical report..
so particular lah..
and its stated in the email tt the purpose of the check up is to ensure tt we are physically fit to complete their course..
haha..

and the "best" thing is my eyesight is failing...
OH MY!!
and its concluded that my right eye is slightly "blind" compared to my left eye..
haha..
the nurse was like telling me to read those numbers on the chart using my right eye,
so i was like readin the numbers,
and she said "again?"..
everytime she says tt, i know i read wrongly le..
so i was like trying to "correct" wat i say but i think i didnt manage to get it right,
cos when i see the numbers with my left eye, the numbers are indeed clearer..
haha..
den the doc was testing me to see if i'm colour blind..
so there were 2 digits tt were embedded in dots...
so i said "15, 3"..
den he was like "again?"..
so i quickly changed to "45, 3"...
and he smiled..
haha..

guess the big reasons behind my failing eyesight are those sickening LAB REPORTS..
haha..
making me blind slowly after having to face the com for hrs and hrs...
how to improve my eyesight?
i dun wan to wear specs...!
gotta eat more CARROTS le.. :]

2007-10-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

my poor pathetic feet.. =/
i tot my feet can escape from blisters as long as i dun wear those "ballet like" shoes..
but tt was nt the case lah..
even those shoes with strips can oso cause blister..
now my feet has 4 horrible blisters,
2 on each foot..
hai.. :[
guess there mus be a price to pay for looking good..
haha..
tts what i and my sisters inferred...

went to eat buffet ytd..
suki sushi at cineleisure :]
initially we tot the shop was either closed or shifted le,
cos we didnt manage to find it...
but luckily it was onli hiding at a corner..
haha..
the food was so yummylicious..
too buzy to take down the pics of any food cos we were rather buzy with the conveyor belt..
haha..
tried quite a few nice food...
the cream puffs were very very nice...
i tot cream puffs were full of cream,
but the ones tt i ate ytd seems to have ice cream in it,
so when you bite onto the cream puffs, the ice cream will ooze out..
haha..
ate quite a few plates too,
but of cos shared with my sisters lah..
den the 3 of us were like buzy ordering food and looking for cakes..
ytd dessert was nice..
they had cakes,
but we onli managed to eat 1 oreo chocolate cake...
there were 2 separate conveyor belts,
and somehow cakes and cream puffs were on the other conveyor belt,
while those raw salmon sushi and raw prawn sushi were on our conveyor belts,
so we were "eyeing" on the food on the other conveyor belts,
hoping that it will somehow come to our belt..
haha..
3 greedy pigs..
ate realli alot and it lasted us for the whole night thru..

took neoprints after tt...
the neoprints design were cute lah..
haha..
and if i have the time to scan in those pics,
i will upload them onto my blog..
haha..

better get goin with my lab reports lah..
they were stacking up REAL HIGH...

2007-10-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

had my FIRST ORGANIC CHEM TEST ytd..
hai...
typical chem test..
just like the ones tt we had in jc..
just like all the other chem tests,
we studied but often the results were nt wat we expected..
haha..
before we start the test, the prof said "good luck" to us..
haha..
his tone was so sarcastic although he dun mean it..
in the end all of us laughed..
while doin the test, i was so lost..
haha..
all the mechanisms driving me crazy,
the more i do the more confused i get..
haha..
den there was one qn tt want us to find all the possible isomers of C4H8..
14 marks for tt qn..
wah..
the prof wanted to tell us tt we have 5 mins left,
so he blow into the mike..
scare all of us lah..
hai yo..
den after we hand in the papers,
he told us that "we will be fine"...
hopfully bah..
jus 1 test upsets my whole timetable le..
4 more lab reports to rush :[

2007-09-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

today is my 2nd last day at foodfare again.. :[
its supposed to be a six wk contract,
in which i will go back every wed for a period of six wks..
but becos i'm having 1 wk break this wk,
i pushed everything forward,
so counting here and there, i onli need to work till tis thur..
but becos i managed to fin my job earlier,
and chris asked me if i still wanted to report to work tmr,
in which i said no,
so today was my last day..

people at my area turned up for work today,
so in the end i dun have any computer to use..
initially chris arranged for me to use the com at the conference rm,
but becos he saw tt the IT dept was empty,
he jus went in and sat at the desk..
after tt he called the IT ppl and asked them if can lend me use the com..
so pai sei lah..
do work oso do until so stressed..
so i ended up using tom's com..
when he came, i was so pai sei lah...
becos i was occupying his seat, he has no choice but to wander here and there...
in the end i rushed my work and promised him to return him his seat before lunch,
and I DID... ;]

but lunch was rather pathetic today...
joe has to do answer phone calls today so he didnt went out for lunch with us...
joe was always the one to call me to go for lunch de,
but he didnt do it today cos he went out to buy food,
so i didnt manage to join the group for lunch..
by the time i reached the carpark, i saw them boarding the bus le
and i'm too lazy to run so i ended up lunching alone..
but they called joe to tell me to meet them at the old place,
which i eventually didnt cos i wanted to lunch alone somehow..
no appetite to eat lunch..
i saw him at the opposite bus stop carrying packets of food back to the office..
den he walked towards me and tell me tt they are waiting for me at marsiling..
but i told him tt i will be going to CWP and wants him to tell them tt i will nt be joinin them..
he oso asked if i'm meeting my friends...
at tt instant, he feels jus like a big bro to me..
i have younger sisters, younger bro but no elder sis or elder bro...
so i sort of treated joe and glynn as elder bros..
and jasmine and alice tan as elder sisters...
haha..
den chris will be my "father"..
all the people at foodfare are so NICE lah..
even those aunties at the bakery are so nice..
they realised tt i didnt come for work for some time and wonder where i was...
and they were shocked to see me...
but i was happy to see them...
but didnt get to see the bakery guy at all..
guess he mus be schooling too..
haha..
even the ppl at finance know tt i return to sch..

i realised tt alot of ppl know tt i didnt work in foodfare for quite some time,
although i didnt know them well..
at foodfare i learnt tt simply a smile, you can make friends..
u might nt have talked to this person before or perhaps you are nt close to this person,
but jus a smile, you will feel happier,
at least knowing tt the person acknowledges your presence..

finished my work within the first half of the day,
so for the second half of the day, i was helping joe for bout 1 hr..
helpin him to do conversions..
becos he was answerin calls, i get to use his computer..
haha..
found a few errors in there and as usual when i asked him if need to do conversions for instant noodles,
he was oso nt sure..
but in the end still converted cos the last time i did it, it was being converted..
after finishing my work, went to my fave place...
nt the toilet lah of cos..
haha..
went to the store...
din and glynn were in there..
look messier than before..
and they even put up a mini signboard
"Joe and Din Supermarket. No selling of cigarettes"..
haha..
den after tt oso did some packing..
glynn was writing a list of items tt the store was lackin,
so din was askin him to write mock curry chix..
glynn was trying to be funny, so asked din if it was curry chix or chix curry..
haha...
cos according to glynn, 1 of them was supposed to be in mock meat while the other was in real chix meat..
in the end din was so fed up lah...
haha..
den all of us were laughing and laughing...
and there was once where they "tricked" din to take 20 packets of rice,
when they onli needed 8 packets..
both joe and glynn were tellin din to take the rice,
but none of them went to help him..
in the end they didnt even take the 8 packets of rice...
and the ship in charge even called to ask bout the rice..
haha..
oso heard some bad stories regarding chris frm glynn,
and some ridiculous stories...
there was once rumly ordered 20 million loaves of bread...
in the end, chris and nic "jumped" lah..
they even sarcastically said tt gardenia would have to close down all its factories jus to supply bread to us..
20 million bread is more than enuf to support the whole s'pore..
every person can take 5 loaves of bread..
but luckily his numbers mistake are big enough..
otherwise they might realli send the bread over..
den rumly oso ordered 20,000kg of onions,
but luckily supplier didnt send it over..
cos they might nt even have tt much onions to supply..
so in the end rumly was "bandished" frm entering HQ..

saw uncle lim at the store today..
den when he saw me,
he told the QA guy at the store tt " caren lai le"..
haha..
i got so da mian zi ah?
but nonetheless veri happy to see them...
after finished "eating snake", went back to joe's desk le..
chris even asked me where i went and he was shocked to hear tt i went to the store..
haha..
after tt he asked me to do some timetable stuff for him..
he wanted me to drag the lesson plan for 6 mths..
already did 1 but didnt manage to drag it for 6 mths,
in the end did some real ridiculous stuff...
he knows wat to do lah but didnt manage to get past himself,
so asked me to do it..
in the end the timetable was so ridiculous lah...
they can learn cookin vegetables for 5 days a wk, from 0800 to 1800...
wat rubbish rite..
luckily i didnt learn cookin from them sia..
otherwise will die sia..

den chris drove me home today,
together with tony...
miracle tt tony went off at 1730 sharp sia..
frm my 1st day till now, today was the onli day tt tony knocked off sharp..
haha..
den as usual, chris thanked me for help
and tony even said need to treat me again..
and guess wat, i VIOLENTLY object..
haha..
guess i will nt step into foodfare again.. ;]

2007-09-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

worked today.. ;]
monday blues..
and becos tmr is mooncake festival,
all of us have mooncakes to bring home...
the mooncakes were baked by the factory,
and most of them were then transported to cui xiang ting in amk hub to sell..
haha..
initially i shouldnt get any mooncakes de,
cos firstly i'm nt a perm staff..
furthermore, i'm jus a part timer,
worse than a temp staff..
and secondly the mooncakes were just nice for the ppl in the office..
but somehow chris managed to give me 1 bag of mooncakes,
with 5 in it.. :]
haha...
den after he left, i heard ppl frm the HR complaining tt chris took some of the mooncakes away,
in the end the numbers dun tally..
haha..
all my fault lor.. =[
at first the bag has onli 4 mooncakes..
den after tt he came back again and put in 1 more mooncake..
haha...

continued with the boring work again today..
and when he popped over to my desk and saw how i did my work,
he was shocked lah..
cos at tt time i happened to look near to the monitor,
den he even purposely waved his hand in front of me to make sure tt i'm still "alive"..
haha..
den he was shocked by the way i do work..
he says although it requires a lot of focus and attention to do the reports,
i should still try nt to face the com too long..
he says later suay suay wear specs den too late le..
he even took off his specs and wanted to "lend" me..
so dots lah..
and he kept calling me "scientist"..
dots lor..
den he oso told joe tt he wanted me to work in DSTA,
so tt it will be easier for them..
after tt he added: "so lame. give you 1 LD."
haha...
he meant to say me lah..
in the end, both i and joe laughed like mad lah..

managed to see glynn today..
still the same..
chris will nt be here tmr, so get to use his laptop.. :]
wonder where i will do my work when there is no available com??
this thur will be my 2nd last day..

2007-09-19T20:41:00.001+08:00

went back to foodfare and work again today...
was rather tired cos i onli managed to reach home bout 9 plus last night,
after attending the GPA talk..
the talk was really horrifying lah..
the max pt tt we can get for each module is 5
and if ur average for all the modules are less than 2.0, which is about C,
then u will receive academic warning..
if for 3 consective semsters ur GPA remains at less than 2.0, den u will be kicked out of sch..
and they oso show us some examples..
there is a particular student scoring C, D and F for his modules for 3 semsters...
even though he gets kicked out, he is successfully in appealing..
miraclely he scores all As for his nxt semster but he onli managed to put up his GPA by onli 1 point,
which is bout 2.3+...
-_-'''
so wat does this shows?
it means that we must work hard right from the beginning...
and if i wan to graduate with first class honours,
not only do i have to have GPA of at least 4.5 which is at least all A-,
my final yr project mus obtain at least an A-...
this is SO SO SO SO difficult.. =/
enough bout studies le..
goin mad soon le..

still didnt manage to see glynn today but at least joy is here..
did the same old stuff today but becos chris was in the office,
didnt get to use his laptop..
instead i get to use back my old com cos din has deliveries to make..
haha..
its really troublesome to work part time in foodfare..
firstly, i still need to punch my card even though i am no longer a temp...
but at least i dun need to report to anyone when i arrive or before i leave the office..
think of the good side of it lah..
secondly, i tot that after i finished wat chris instruct me to do, den i can sayonara le..
but no lor..
only today den i know that he will "use" me for 6 wks and wed of every wk..
so i was like "i didnt promise that i will stay so long lor.."
thirdly is regarding my pay..
hai ya..
so pathetic lah..
better nt say bout this le...
got alot of things to whine sia..
those reading on mus be patient..

early in the morning, didnt manage to get onto the bus
so i was late in reporting to work
but prior to that, i informed chris le..
i was thinking whether to tell him if i'm going to be late..
but still msged him cos its gd to be responsible afterall :]
and at least there is someone knowing where you are and why u arent here yet..
so when i reached the office, he passed me the punch card,
and i was having tt sian diao face..
i really have to admit tt i'm a microsoft words idiot sia..
other than simply typing in the words and doing some basic paragraphing, alignment and bulleting,
i know nuts bout microsoft word..
onli after working in foodfare den i get to know microsoft words and excel better..
haha...
and some functions are realli amazing sia..

while i was doin work at my old desk, everything at the desk seems the same,
but just tt it is messier..
haha..
the papers tt i pinned on the board were still there..
those mini notes tt i pasted on the monitor were oso there...
haha..
and coincidentally, joe told tt they are having farewell lunch today again cos 1 of our colleagues is leaving in a week's time..
he says tt i dunno the person de so asked me to have lunch with his lao ban,
and tt is chris lor..
so i was like "ok lor"..
why would a boss want his workers to tag with him..?
he would always lunch with those managers and its rather awkward for me this small fry to tag along lah..
somehow feels tt chris asked him to tell me nt to follow him de
cos before he came to tell me that,
both of them were whispering and purposely speaking in hokkien, knowing that i cant understand..
ARGH..!
or maybe i was thinking too much..
so i carried on with my work and it was lunch time le..
everytime lunch time oso will have people informing me de..
in the past its joe and he will pop over to my desk and ask me to kia..
haha..
den today's its chris..
and i was lunching with him, joy and nic...
while the 3 of us were waiting for nic, chris suddenly throw his car keys on the desk and asked me to drive..
i was realli shocked lah..
he was practically "forcing" me to drive his car lah and i was like " no no no"...
no confidence to drive other people car sia but at the same time glad tt someone has confidence in me..
haha..
at least confident tt i will not bang his car..
haha..
so he was like using ji jiang fa, saying " i no dan to drive his car and what for take license when i dont dare to drive his car."..
so i was like " nah, this trick dont work on me lor.."
but nonetheless he didnt realli force me lah...

after lunch, went back to work again..
but becos din came back, i have to "ban jia"..
so in the end i went to glynn's seat..
i was sitting down, looking at the chunks and chunks of words in the report,
when suddenly chris pop by..
he says tt now tt i have started studying, i look weaker and paler..
den he asked me if studyin is stress?
of cos stress lah..
so much competition..
all elites frm both s'pore and overseas leh..
how to fight with them?
den he oso asked me if i take tonics
and to ask my mother to make herbal drinks for me...
so i say tt my mother makes herbal drinks but becos all of us dun drink it,
she didnt make it anymore..
haha...
everytime she tries to make drinks for us, both i and lao san will have this =X face..
haha..
so bad of us sia..
den he also ask me to go back early and sleep..
so weird lah..
he den tell me to inform him if i wan to go back early...
haha...
i seem so weak meh?
but weird lor..
he sees that i'm so tired and yet keep asking me if i'm free on this day or that day..
and when he ask me to come back to office, i will tell him tt i wan to sleep
den he will reply back tt i am still young..
pls lor..
wat logic is this??

2007-09-15T10:27:00.000+08:00

YEAH..!

SBS IS SO NICE..

they allowed me to drop my korean,

although its over the add drop period...

now i can sleep well le..

ever since i took up korean,

it has been killing me..

its worse than physics lah..

hai yo..

they asked me to email a prof to seek his approval for droppin the elective..

after tt they wanted me to give them reasons..

and didnt expect them to allow me to drop the elective..

cos by right, they will nt allow us to drop the elective after the add drop period

and if you choose to drop it, they will grade it F in ur cert..

luckily for me, they helped me drop the elective,

and allow me to fulfil the requirements again..

yay..

I'M GOIN TO STUDY HARD..!

i have been studyin hard le and now i will be studyin hardER.. :]

show u some pics that I made for my computer practical..

this is the water molecule tt the prof asked us to make for our lab report...
so cool sia..
took 1 hr to make this molecule lah...
sense of achievement ;]

this is another assignment tt the prof asked us to do...

its a polypeptide chain and the prof asked us to identity the amino acid residues tt make up the chain...

faint sia.. =/

2007-09-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

ARGH...!
I FEEL SO STRESSED TT I CANT EVEN BREATHE..
ITS SO STRESS TAKING UP KOREAN..
I'M THINKING OF DROPPING IT,
ACTUALLY I'VE ALREADY DECIDED TO DROP IT LE..
but i dunno how to go about it...

its realli nt easy taking up a third language..
why do people make wrong decisions?
till now, i tin the worst decision that i made is to take up korean..
the teacher will jus keep on blabbering on and on..
i tin i'm the slowest one there lah..
most of them seem to be able to catch it..
so i find it both a struggle and torture to cling onto korean..

now my highest priority is to STUDY, not work..
ARGH..!
but only when i work, den i dun feel stress..
how?!
I"M GOING TO GET DEPRESSION AT THIS RATE LE..

2007-09-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

today was a NICE GREAT day.. ;]
went back to FOODFARE to help out...
i tot the HR will know about it but tt was nt the case..
so dots lah..
so i was like "illegal immigrant"...

couldnt wake up this morning..
was so tired frm ytd's and mon lessons...
and chris was afraid tt i wouldnt come today tt he called me in the morning to ask me where i was...
haha...
should have asked him to fetch me but i was already waiting for the bus at the bus stop le so dun bother lor...
it feels great to be back in office :]
practically almost everyone that saw me today asked me the same first qn
"why are you here?"..
haha...
when i reached the office, ros was the first one to ask me..
den after tt went into the office to look for chris..
haha..
he still look the same..
still shuai...
haha..
practically the guys in the ops dept all shuai de...
haha..
but all age gap too big le..
the youngest at least 5 yrs difference..
didnt get to see glynn and joy today...
so sad lah..
but saw most of them..
all rather surprised to see me..
even auntie jenny was surprised to see me..
haha..
she was the 2nd to ask me tt qn,
followed by jas and alice..
so they were like crowding round chris desk to ask me...
den chris was like hearing me repeating the same ans again and again that he took a paper and wrote "Today I no lesson"...
haha..
den jas told me that "HR will not be paying me"..
after tt chris says tt he will pay me...
so dots...
nobody know that i will be working part time today,
including tony and joe..
but nic and GM know tt i'm here...
cos i have to help them on some project stuff..
my desk is now currently occupied by din
and there is 1 less computer..
so chris asked me to do the work using the laptop,
while he conducts lessons at lvl 3..
so i was sitting at his desk doin work and helpin him ans calls..

its so nice meeting your old colleagues again...
den joe is still the same as before,
but jus tt he looks more haggard..
was rather shocked when i saw him,
cos he looks older...
but he still likes to stuff me with food..
haha..
he says he was rather bu shuang to see me slightly thinner than before,
so he wants to stuff me with the mooncakes, kuehs and pies..
den i was like "pls lor. i'm getting fatter at those "hidden" places"..
den he asked me if i wan to join them for lunch today cos they are celebrating ros bday at delifrance..
everything was planned le and they were rather worried tt me lunching with them at delifrance will be a bit of a prob cos i'm still a student..
haha..
den joe kept askin if its ok for me to lunch at delifrance
and i assured him tt students can still afford to lunch at delifrance...
so i was like asking him "we having bread for lunch ah?"
he even added in tt if still nt full, can buy more bread at breadtalk..
haha...
but in the end, chris "forced" me to lunch with him,
cos he owe me a treat..
together with the ops manager and GM...
so stressed lah..
he asked me if its fine for me to lunch together with the GM..
den i was like "if i say no, you will chase him away ah?"..
den he gave me tt smirk...
didnt extort a meal from him...
went to a canteen to eat and he treated me fish slice noodles...
back to the office when joe, jas and alice know tt he treat me to fish slice noodles,
they say tt i was rather foolish nt to extort frm him..
haha..
actually its nt the food that matters,
its the person tt you are eating with..

they are once again behind time le...
they yet to do the sales for aug and sept
and even the SO is nt done..
hai...
den they even say morning no need drink coffee, drink beer instead..
den when i asked them why, they say is to numb themselves..
got so bad ah?

didnt manage to fin my work today..
and when i told chris tt i'm nt even halfway done,
he says "good"..
so i was like "huh?"..
den he says so that i can come back on another day again..
so dots lah..
den he even told joe tt he long time no hear me say "so lame"
and he was hao lianing his hp to me..
kept changing phones..
this time round is high class de..
sony ericsson phone,
with circular buttons and 3.2 megapix..

before i left, he asked me when i can come back again...
so i was like hesitating and he asked me to give him a date so that he can arrange a slot for me..
arrange a slot?
so weird ah..
den he oso asked me to fill up a "casusal labour" form..
CASUAL LABOUR?!

he even asked me if i wanted to drive his car home..
so i was telling him "i drive ur car home den after tt drive back here ah?"
haha..
SO LAME... =X

2007-09-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

the BLINDED dragon is here to blog..
haha..
and i am bloggin with my eyes partially opened..

went to the polyclinic to see the doctor today..
me alone..
so sad lah..
but after tt lao er joined me,
and she herself oso went to see the doc,
so i was like doin the whole process of registration, waiting to see the doc and queuing for medicine twice..

supposed to eat lunch with my ex boss today,
but as usual somehow he always cannot make it..
he's the one who asked me, den he is oso always the one to cancel it..
hai..
early in the morning he asked me if i'm free to have lunch with him..
i told him tt i'm free but cant have lunch with him cos i got sore eyes..
but he says nvm and asked me to hop into his car and jus go for lunch..
so i agreed lor and tell me tt if it spreads to him,
den its nt my fault lor..
initially was to meet at 11.30..
den it was postponed to 12..
after tt it was postponed to 12.30 to 1300..
and after tt it was cancelled..
used to it le lah..
den he apologised and says its becos of his rubberband life..
after tt i replied "xi huan jiu hao" and he replied back " i'm getting to know him better"..
haha..
of cos lah..
2nd time le lor..
guess nxt time mus kidnap him otherwise there will definitely be things to tie him down de..
he oso said in the msg tt he cant meet me and he owe me 2...
i misread his msg tt he cant meet me is owe it to me..
so i was like rather puzzled and asked him wat was it tt i have done?
he replied, askin me if i had sent the msg to the wrong person..
haha..
so i went to look at his previous msg and realised tt i misread it..
haha..
so pai sei lah..
so i explained to him tt its our dai gou and guess wat he replied?
he says its becos of my blurred vision so he dun blame me..
wah lao..
like tt say me..
but after he says tt, i realised tt i realli do have blur vision..
haha..
those things tt are far are realli slightly blur,
but those near images are okay..
den the doc says i have infected conjunctiva,
and gave me 2 days MC... ;]
but its realli terrible to have sore eyes lah..
eyes cant see well and yet still have to rush for tutorials and read lec notes..
so ke lian.. :[

and i yet to receive my LICENSE..
its already past 2 wks le..

yUmmY d!nNer

2007-08-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

jus came back frm a nice and yummy dinner... =P
haha...
ate swensen's ice cream for appetiser,
cookies submit...
all cookies and cream de and the chocolate was so thick tt i have to keep drinking water..
haha..
den after tt treated them to pizza hut's chessy pizza meal...
the cheesy pizza meal consists of 1 chessy pizza and 1 crispy thin pizza..
so NICE lah..
and the cheese was reaali ALOT..!
haha..
I'M SO GONNA BE FAT AT THIS RATE LAH..!
MS LEE, PLS HELP ME...
haha...
have to rush for my tutorials again..
hai..

2007-08-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

just came back from my "SECRET" date..
haha...
with audrey loh and ade.. ;]
the show was realli nice,
better than the online version,
cos at least now i can heard the words and read the subtitles clearly...
mus understand the way jay chou speaks..
haha..
keep mumbling to himself so most of the time cant hear wats he's tryin to say...
but nonetheless, those music pieces tt they played were THUMBS UP...
however, the plot was rather unrealistic and ridiculous...
haha..
but at least they got together in the end..
happy ending... =D

PasSed My TP ;]

2007-08-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

congratulations CAREN,
this time round,
you PASS the traffic police practical test.. ;]
muahaha...
gonna get my license in 2 wks time... =P

today's test was realli so much better than the previous one...
haha..
gained more experience and learnt frm my mistakes frm my previous TP...
no mounting or striking of curbs,
no wide turns,
no nt checking of blind spots (according to the checklist tt the tester assessed me on),
and no knocking down of poles..
overall, i felt tt it was well done..

had a warm up session before the TP..
the instructor was giving me an "encouraging" conversation...
he told me nt to be nervous,
and to treat this like a Singapore Idol competition..
haha..
have confidence in yourself and be thick skinned..
so he actually asked me to turn into 16 when there is a "no right turn" sign..
at this pt, 1 test car actually right turned into 16..
so my instructor was like hand signalling "die liao" to the instructor of another car..
this kinda affected me a little cos the tester was rather jian to set a trap for the candidate..
actually 106 told me of this trap before and he told me nt to believe everything tt the examiner says..
he says we have to be alert as a qualified driver...
and the tester is testing us on the basic theory...
how can we drive on the roads without even knowing the meanings behind the road signs?
so i guessed tt candidate should be game over le..
after tt did all the circuit stuff and still nt bad lah..
jus like wat they all like to say,
slow down the speed but movement faster..
haha..
on the road, it was rather okay,
and thankfully it wasnt raining heavily..

my 1st TP was on the 05.06.07...
nice date..
haha..
den today it was 20.08.2007...
haha..
another nice date..
can go buy toto le...

did test route 3 today..
quite good..
everything was so perfect...
i did my checking properly..
adjusted the mirrors ( fakingly) cos i adjusted earlier on le..
haha..
but did it again jus for the sake of doin it..
after tt adjusted my seat and SET OFF...
on my way to face the CHALLENGE...
earlier on, a senior tester told us tt the biggest obstacle tt we face in the TP is nt the test routes,
but our psychological barrier..
i SO SO SO agreed...
becos of wat he and the previous instructor said,
i was OPTIMISTIC bout the test..
haha..
already half the battle won with my attitude..

i was the 2nd testee to be called out..
did everything nicely in the circuit..
somehow most testers liked to do 17A for directional change..
the first station tt i had..
luckily did nt die at the spot again..
haha...
so happy tt i cleared it..
den both my parallel and vertical parking were okay..
did E brake..
the proudest tt i ever done..
i tin if 111 saw it, he will be so happy tt i finally did it..
haha..
when the tester slammed the car board,
i jammed the brake so hard tt i can feel myself goin front and hitting back at the seat..
haha..
even the tester's file dropped..
haha..
solid brake sia..
after tt went out on the road..
no beating of traffic lights =P
U turn was okay,
but there was 1 sickening taxi..
always taxi de..
ARGH...!
i was waiting to turn right
and there was this taxi at the opposite lane,
somehow nt sure if wan to turn right or go straight..
so in the end i jus turned right,
and the tester was like looking at me, "you didnt see the taxi ah?"..
so i was like "i tot he was turning right"...
in the end when we went into the test debrief rm,
kanna said by him...
he says luckily the taxi was slowing moving,
otherwise he will give me immediate failure...
didnt realli wish to argue with him,
cos i will surely lose de,
so i jus kept quiet...
in the end he gave me back the TP checklist,
and i PASSED..
jus PASS..
haha...
if nt for the taxi, den i tin i will have the lowest score ever for all my other assessment..
and before i went up to the debrief rm, saw 106..
he was signalling to me "how was the test?"
so i was like telling him "dunno"..

after i got the results,
i immediately went to look for him..
i was at the waiting area
and when i saw him, i told him the good news..
he shook my hand and congratulated me..
den i whined to him bout the examiner and wat i did...
haha..
wanted to thank 111 too, but cant find him..
after tt saw him le but he was in the car,
so cant go thank him personally..
i tin he went back to teaching manual again...
haha..

anyway, they made those tt passed the TP to watch a video..
a real life video on drink driving and the responsibilities of car drivers..
the video was rather depressing...
saw those badly dented cars, bloody bodies and real life examples of accidents..
they knew tt new drivers will be rather dangerous on the roads,
either they create danger for others or others will be a danger to them..
anyway, the video has sort of an effect on me le..
haha..
driving is realli rather dangerous..
esp driving in town areas..

after settling everything, met my lao er for lunch..
haha...
somehow she's always the one to accompany me de..
so good sia...
as usual, when i saw her, grumbled everything to her..
haha...

for this driving, spent a total of $2595.15...
my money lah..
hai yo..
but thankfully i had quite a few revision lessons this time round..
PRACTICE DO MAKE IT PERFECT..!
and i realli realli want to thank 111 and 106,
instructors k.s tan and alfred lim... :]
haha...
if nt for them, i wonder when i can get my license...
but now the thing is i dun have the car to drive..
haha..
i tin i can onli drive HONDA CIVICS VTI car..
haha...

for the past 2 days, also had weekend driving..
it was all worth it..
on sat, even went shopping with em..
haha..
of cos spend money again..
bought 2 pairs of slippers frm charles and keith..
haha..
most imptly,
HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO MOON,
frm both master caren and asst master em.. ;]

2007-08-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

yet to do my tutorials..
ARGH..!
initially my old printer was faulty,
so at times had to trouble jas or go to my office to print..
so in the end my pa bought a new EPSON printer..
but becos i had to print pages and pages of lecture notes and tut,
esp since there are bout 80 pages for every lec notes,
and the black ink runs low very fast,
my pa bought another printer..
haha..
this time SAMSUNG de..
so in the end, my studyroom is like a mini photocopying shop..
guess its time to clear my table for my printer le..
haha..
went for driving today..
new instructor again, 109 ;]
malay instructor..
haha..
kept singing in the car and he was fidgeting here and there..
den he even asked me if he should lunch or not..
cos he says he wants to slim down...
alamak..!
he's so skinny lah and still want go diet..
he even plans to skip dinner too..
haha..
he even speak chinese to me.. ;]
initially was to make fun of other drivers..
in the end i was so engrossed in listening to him tt i didnt control my car...
so in the end kanna said by him..
driving nt bad today... =P
the day is coming soon..
haha..
saw hongjin at the driving centre..
before tt saw jo jo at admiralty station..
haha..
this shows tt the world is realli small sia..
met so many familiar faces these 2 days...
wonder who i will meet tmr..?
haha..
but those ppl tt i met all is i spotted them first de..
have school again tmr..
sian lah..
everytime after every lecture surely gt tutorial de..
hai...

2007-08-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

been SO SO SO buzy today...
hai..
and i've been sneezing for the whole day lah..
wah lao..
feeling so terrible...!
but at least i get to see familiar faces today.. ;]
yeah..!
in the morning, saw yawen at the BS103 lecture.. :]
after tt saw melissa at my korean class.. :]
haha..
btw, today is my first korean language..
wah lao..!
so difficult lah..
have to learn to recognise the characters,
after tt have to learn to pronoun it,
after tt have to translate it..
so many things lor..
but quite fun lah..
after tt roamed the whole of NTU campus to buy my korean txtbk..
spend nearly an hr looking for tt bookstore lah..
luckily saw fanny and she directed me the way.. :]
so happy to see her..
haha..
but too bad she didnt take the same course as me,
otherwise it will be so wonderful...
den somehow there's a milo van in the campus today.. =D
after tt lunched at jp..
ate LJS...
the price increasd again..
everytime GST increase, den their price will oso increase..
after lunch, headed to the driving centre le..
but the train was delayed lah..
in the end late for bout 15 mins.. =X
luckily the instructors were rather polite and friendly...
haha...
so it was 106's turn today..
haha..
he says my driving rather okay but mus take note of my U turn..
and no mounting of kerbs or knocking down of poles..
yay..!
mus keep it up...
oso saw 111 today again...
confused as to which shift he's in lah..
hai yo..
but he's teaching manual again..
so tired now...
gonna rush for my tutorials again...
and i'm learning those jc stuff again..
biological molecules, vsepr threoy, spdf orbitals, haemoglobin, etc..
hai..
back in the vicious cycle again..

2007-08-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

had a buzy day together..
in the morning had driving..
after tt spend the afternoon and night shoppin,
with my 2 sisters and tt rather irritating bro,
cos i'm always quarreling with him den lao er will say tt we are veri noisy...
haha..

driving was rather fruitful today..
met belinda on my way to the driving centre...
i saw her first,
den i tried to attract her attention but failed..
so i was like standing in front of her and she finally looked up..
haha..
somehow nt realli sure if it was her in the first place...
haha..
the memory chip in my brain is failing seriously..
if next time ever if you see me on the street and yet i didnt greet you but instead give you a rather blur look, this means tt i actually do know you but jus tt cant rmb who u are..
haha..
so 106 taught me again today... ;]
chatted and laughed with him in the car again..
everytime he teach me, he will make me laugh so hard tt i cant concentrate on the driving..
so today we were discussing on the TP
cos i saw one student knocked down the pole while doin the ramp,
so i was like "game over le"...
but 106 actually says tt there are students who pass with immediate failure or demerit pts exceeding 18...
so miracles do happen actually,
its just tt who does it fall onto?
he oso told me bout Einstein, (was it Einstein or Edison?)
the one who invented the light bulb..
he tells me to look at things positively, jus like wat Einstein did..
instead of grumbling over the no. of times he failed,
he looked at things positively and said : " its nt tt i failed 100 times. its jus tt i found 100 ways of nt making a light bulb"
OMG..!
i dun tin i can ever master to look at things so positively..
people actually know what they should do or ought to do,
but somehow things turn out differently when they actually do it..
i know tt i should be concentrating on my studies now,
but somehow feels rather detached frm it..
tryin my best though..
perhaps its the new environment,
perhaps its the people there,
perhaps its the lifestyle tt i had earlier,
or perhaps it might be the people i met...
hopefully things will turn better
but nonetheless, i still like the course tt i'm taking,
considering tt at times i'm still rather unclear of the sch's system..
but luckily gt help frm a PHS senior..
haha..
in the past dun realli chat with her online de..
but becos she happen to be in the same sch as me,
so i bothered her with lots and lots of qns..
haha..
some problems are self created de,
and i tin i created this mess myself,
so have to clear it myself too... =[

den saw 111 in car 70..
at first dun realli recognise him,
but somehow feels tt he looks familiar..
he sort of look different frm far and near,
cos i'm used to looking at him near when he's jus seated nxt to me in the car..
so i was looking around the circuit den i saw someone familiar..
looks quite like 111 but wasnt sure of it..
suddenly he smiled at me so i smiled back lor..
haha...
onli den realised tt he's 111..
the last time i saw him, he teaches auto
and now he teaches manual..
haha..
jump here jump there de...
he says auto cars are like toy cars,
cos the engine will nt stall,
so he prefer manual cars cos gt "excitment"...
haha..
weird sia..

den in the circuit, saw another person which looks rather familiar again..
haha..
saw mani familiar faces today but somehow brain jus cant processed the face..
my fren was actually goin down the slope and i was goin up the slope...
so i saw him and he looked rather familiar..
at the moment couldnt tell who he was but somehow feel that i know him..
so jus smiled lor..
onli hrs after the lesson, he msged me and told me tt he saw me at the centre today..
haha..
onli den i realise tat tt was him..
haha..
old grandmother le..
same as mother ade, 91 yrs old le..

so careless of me today..
i actually can knock down poles in the same place TWICE..!
OMG..!
i realli CHAMPION le..!
everything was done nicely le but becos i reversed too fast, i knocked the pole down,
and even have to trouble 106 to pick up the pole..
so pai sei lah..
after tt reversed the car again..
den pong..
the pole dropped again..
this time round, the instructor frm another car has to help me pick up the pole..
wah lao..
so pai sei lah..
immediately after tt, left the crime scene le..
broke record today.. ;]
i actually did nt mount kerb when doin S course..
woohoo...
hopefully i mastered the skills le and nt jus on pure luck...
MY BIG DAY IS COMING SOON LE...
pls pray hard tt i will nt be nervous on tt day,
which i tin is rather impossible..
somehow will have a little fear de..
den 106 told me tt he got all the driving licenses frm class 2 to 5,
and frm class 3 to 5, he passed all once..!
wah..
pro sia..
he oso told me his driving story..
so funny lah..
he was taught by a private instructor,
which charged onli 6 bucks per hr at tt time..
den his father paid the instructor 200 bucks to teach him till he pass,
regardless of the no. of times tt he had to retake the test..
wah..
realli worth it lah..
but the instructor will cheat the hr de,
according to him..
he will jus slack there while the student pratises on their own..
now ppl have to spend thousands of dollars jus to get 1 piece of paper..
and i'm realli spending thousands of dollars just to get tt paper..
oh my...

106 oso told me of the hidden traps in the circuit..
he says tt if the examiner wants to kill you,
he can easily squash you...
the first trap is the S course..
you have to be alert and make sure tt there is no car goin in frm the opp direction..
if there is and you happen to go in too, den good luck le..
the second trap is oso the S course..
the examiner will ask you to turn right
but at the same time, there is oso a no right turn sign..
if you missed the sign, good luck again..
den after tt whenever he wants me to turn, i will wait and see if there are any hidden traps..
so when i "stoned" rather long,
he will tell me "its ok"..
haha..
onli den will i feel safe to turn..
he oso asked me to turn up a slope..
a vehicle was actually beside me frm the oncoming traffic
and the trap here wasnt the roads or signs,
its the vehicle itself
cos if you actually turn too in, you might actually get in contact with the vehicle..
cos the distance is too close...

after driving, supposed to meet my sis at Bugis,
but she was actually 40 MINS LATE..!
mus make her pay back someday sia..
muahaha..
so after tt went to lunch at the food centre..
in love with food centres these days..
dunno why...
haha..
feels tt good food can mostly be found in "low class" places...
nt onli are the food nice, its oso economical lah..
simply enjoyed the feeling of eating and perspiring together.. ;]
went to shop for bags but none which i like it veri veri much...
after tt lao er and xiao di joined us..
jus walked for a while den my bro start to complain le..
whenever he sees a sign "more shops, turn left",
he will tell us not to go to the left..
haha..
i bet all guys are like tt de..
just dun like shoppin...

reached home bout 9 plus
and it doesnt feel like a fri today..
haha...
den on the bus, i asked my sisters if they want to be my first passenger..
but they so bad lor..
simply no confidence in me lah..
hai yo..
so sad..
rest for another 2 more days
and its time to chiong again..

bu neng shuo de mi mi.. =X

2007-08-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

was buzy again today..
but happily kept buzy.. ;]
haha..

in the morning had driving.. =P
so i was at the driving centre lookin at the tv screen,
hoping tt 106 will teach me again..
but to my horror,
i gt car 95..
so i was rather shocked lah..
so i stood there and double check again..
its realli car 95..
so weird lah..
new instructor again..
den i was like thinking "sian lah. den have to face new instructor again. hai."
when the time was almost up, went to search for the car.
waited inside the car for the "new" instructor...
den after tt saw 111 opening the car door..
haha..
so shocked to see him,
but at the same time HAPPY to see him..
was wondering why he was using car 95
and at the same time why he is teaching in this shift..
so i asked him: "zhe me hui shi ni? i tot your car is 111"
den he replied tt "he suka suka drive this car, suka suka drive tt car."
so i was like "ohh"..
haha..
he's still ranked the top among all the instructors tt taught me,
followed by 106...
but so far, i LIKE all the instructors tt taught me..
all so professional and friendly..
at least they dun give you black face..
haha..
den he "distracted" me again..
haha..
he saw frm my book tt i failed becos of mounting the curb..
so i told him becos of directional change..
after tt he guessed correctly which directional change i died at..
he even guessed the correct part which i mount the curb..
haha..
so li hai lah..
den he took me out onto the roads...
covered 4 test routes today,
compared to the normal 2 which 106 normally give..
haha..

made a few mistakes on the road today...
den 111 will always say my driving skills are actually nt bad de,
but jus tt a little careless..
haha..
realised tt many people, normally guys,
like to tell me "ren sheng de da dao li"..
haha..
106, 111, chris, glynn...
all told me their da dao li..
haha..
but i realli enjoyed listening to them..
its meaningful and funny at the same time..
always make me laugh so loud..
so i was on the road, driving...
i know tt i'm supposed to slow down when approaching traffic lights..
but somehow when i approached this traffic light,
i didnt slow down..
haha..
den suay suay the lights turned amber...
so i was thinking whether to chiong through or stop...
i released my foot on the accelerator le,
den 111 signalled tt i go on..
haha..
wat a reckless driver sia.. =X
haha...
den after beating the traffic lights,
111 naggingly told me " i told you to slow down at traffic lights"..
so i was like "ya.."
den after tt i wanted to make a right turn...
i was at a T junction...
the traffic goin left was clear,
so i moved out..
but i forgot bout the traffic goin right..
so i was halfway at the lane cos there was a big vehicle moving right..
haha..
so pai sei lah..
den 111 "nagged" at me again..
careless again...
so i was complaining to him tt max 18 demerit pts is nt enuf for TP...
he den tell me nt to care bout the pts first..
brush up on the weakness first,
den regard safety as the top priority..
he told me tt: " in driving, li hai is nt becos you drive fast. its how you drive safety for you and others. even F1 drivers are nt li hai lor."
den he oso told me how he liked to bully drivers on the road..
dunno wat he do lah,
den somehow the car tt tried to cut his lane will end up "zhuang qiang bi"..
haha..

as usual, i tin he's the onli instructor tt liked to test me on E brake...
as usual again, he will complain bout my E brake..
he made me E brake 3 times lah..
wah...!
den he says tt my E brake is soft...
so i asked him how to brake correctly..
den he demonstrated to me...
he let the car move a little,
hit onto the car board,
den stepped hard onto the brake..
wah..!
solid sia..
he braked so hard tt my body jerked forward,
with the seat belt "strangling and pulling" me back,
den i knocked back onto the seat...
best sia..
realli shocked me..
if i have a weak neck, i tin i will sprain it sia..
den everytime every E brake, i will be too stunned to do what i ought to do..
den he will tell me to pull up the handbrake..

after tt he made me do S course again,
my top ranked jinx..
so i was concentrating hard on what 106 taught me,
but it still mounted the curb..
den 111 told me tt he kept observing my every moves
and saw tt i looked at things which i'm nt supposed to
and didnt look at things which i'm supposed to,
tts why mount curb lor..
den he made me do lots and lots of directional change and S course... (practice makes perfect)
whenever he tells me to do directional change or S course,
i will sighed den he will give me tt look..
haha..
den oso told me tt although he's nt looking at me,
he still know what i'm doin,
each and every of my moves..
haha..
cos i was turning into 1 of the roads and i forgot to check my blind spot,
so he told me " dont think i'm nt lookin at you den i dunno wat you are doin"..
den i smiled to him..

he oso taught me the corrective way for directional change..
den i was like "you gt teach me before meh?"
den he says "wo yi qian jiao guo ni le. ni you wang ji le ah?"
haha..
after tt i tin i gave him a rather sian look,
cos he was "nagging" at me bout my driving,
so he "angrily" said " veri fan ah? dun say den dun say lor. i more relax lah"..
can look at the cars and grass outside..
haha..
dots sia...
so when lesson was bout to end, i did one last parallel parking..
did everything veri beautifully,
but when i was bout to turn out, i forgot to signal
and kanna "caught" by the instructor..
so i told him its becos he was talking to me lah..
he was showing me some paper and so forgot to signal lah..
haha..
so i "pushed the blame" to him..
i always like tt de..
but i onli dare to bully him..
haha..
so he will say " i showed the papers before that lor"..
so fun with him teaching me.. ;]

after my driving, made my way down to NTU
jus to submit 1 piece of paper...
but NTU doesnt seems to have half day leh..
anyway, after submtting the paper, went to meet ade..

haha..
i was early so asked ade to meet me earlier too..
muacks...
pai sei to pull her out of the house early..
so i was walking towards cwp and msging away on my phone..
when i raised up my head, saw eric wong and koh chit siong..
haha..
but onli their back views..
so at cwp, shopped for clothes..
realised tt i have 1 BIG PROB..
whenever i go out, i mus at least buy smt
otherwise i will "xin li bu ping heng de"..
haha..
went to dine at ICHIBAN..
initially was to dine at pizza hut - students meal..
but we both forget tt its eve of PH,
so no student meals..
but nonetheless had a FULL dinner at ICHIBAN..
the food there was nice,
their super value meal..
so yummylicious..
filled my stomach for both lunch and dinner..
went for another round of shoppin again before heading back home..
on the way to the station, saw susan..
she still so dao lah..
anyway ignore her lor..
cant be bothered anyway..

Jay Chou - ge qian

2007-08-08T09:02:00.001+08:00

aLL sTreSsed UP

2007-08-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

feeling so sleepy now..
slept late last night,
bout 1130pm..
somehow cant sleep well,
woke up bout 645am and i still have driving in the morning..
haii..
so many things for me to be troubled about..
first is my driving..
den is my studies..
sian lah..
they wan us to take up electives,
so we have no choice but to take it lah..
den when you finally find smt tt you like,
either it will clash with your timetable or there are no more vacancies..
wah lao..!
the electives thing are making me crazy lah..
gt interest but either no time or no chance..
hai..
enough bout studies le..
SO MA FAN LAH..!

back to my driving,
got back 106 ;]
haha..
this time round he was rather shocked to see him cos i told him ytd tt i dun have lesson today..
so he was rather surprised to see my name..
he says at least he haven forget me..
haha..
less than 1 day onli lor..
he's realli VERY EXPERIENCED lah...
he showed me how to judge the car's tyres..
after explaining to me repeatedly and i still have the "i dun get it" face,
he tried using other mtds to make me "see" it..
he taught me a way to make my car centre to the road,
but i can onli heng heng do it at times..
even he can tell lah..
haha..

so he went off the car and put two poles at their tyres to make me "see" where the tyres are..

he even kicked the tyres to make me "feel" where the tyres were..

haha..

after tt i seemed to get it..

he says tt he observed my driving pattern le
and at times onli managed to drive the car to the centre..
if drive to side den will hit the curb,
which I WILL NT DEFINITELY want...
so mus master this skill..
in the past, nt scared of directional change at all..
but after the TP in which i died at a particular directional change,
now scared le..
haha..
esp 17A..
for the S course, i didnt mount kerb..
haha..
but gt times almost to but luckily the instructor warned me..

den i oso saw the tester tt i had on the day of the TP...

den i told the instructor tt i had tt guy for TP and he looked fierce..

he oso agree tt he looks fierce but its jus a face onli mah..

so no need to be scared..

haha..

wheregot say not scared jiu nt scared de..

mus brush up on my circuit driving...

way to go girl! ;]

f!rsT dAy oF sChoOl

2007-08-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS MY FIRST SCHOOL DAY,
AFTER BOUT 8 MTHS..
haha..
nt realli quite used to it...

woke up at 6.15am,
when my lecture starts at 8.30am..
haha..
estimated 1.5hr for travelling..
the timing JUST NICE sia..! ;]
den when i was on my way to the bus interchange,
i was lookin out for the queue..
den i saw a long stretch of people queueing up..
after tt realised tt they were queuing up for the same bus as me..
wah lao..!
i haven even get to see the berth and already saw a long stretch of people..
but luckily 2 buses came so at least managed to board the bus..
but we were all packed like sardines lah..
alighted at the school of biological sci stop..
haha..
less than 5 ppl alighted..
almost lost my way sia...
wah lao..
found the N2 building when i'm at N1..
haha..
den have to walk a big round to N2..
saw frm the map tt LT20 is at B1..
so when i was at N2, it was rather wu lu and creepy..
it looks like an old building as if its goin to be demolished soon..
after tt saw a flight of stairs, think bout 5-6 storeys high,
look like great wall of china sia..
somehow didnt wanted to take the stairs so took the lift..
saw wat..?
i was at B5..
wah..!
tts realli "deep" sia..
so pressed the button for B1..
inside the lift, one of the lights were flickering..
real scary sia..
i tin i watched too much horror movies le..
firstly, the buildings look old and creepy,
den the light in the lift was flickering..
for the lecture, most of the people there were in groups..
so i was the loner there..
the lecturer was rather weird sia...
realli a high level of independence sia..
he said tt he will post the lec notes online onli after the lec..
*raised eyebrows*
so we have no choice but to listen to him attentively
otherwise you will catch no ball sia..
den today's lesson is on intro to bio..
haha..
so he was talkin bout stars, planets, spdf orbits and darwin..
all sound so distant to me lah..
the lecturer oso gave us a short break in btw,
and ended the lecture 30 mins earlier..
wah..!
thumbs up..
so after the lesson, went to collect my matriculation card..
haha..
with this card, can get to eat STUDENTS MEAL le..
yay..! :]

after collecting the card, went to JP to slack for a while,
before travelling all the way frm the WEST to the NORTH..
haha..
realli sit until my butt cramped sia..
haha..
gt a NEW DRIVING INSTRUCTOR, 106 ;]
gave me lots of new driving insights..
haha..
the most vocal instructors i had so far..
kept talking to me..
realised 1 veri true fact..
I CANT DRIVE AND TALK AT THE SAME TIME..!
haha...
the instructor was talkin to me,
so i was laughin at wat he says, and at the same time,
looking at the roads and other vehicles..
so i wasnt even checking at the blind spots and stuff..
den he even asked me why i failed my 1st time..
den i told him i was a bit scared of the examiner..
so he told me nt to be scared of them and tried to help me "overcome" my fear...
haha..
he even taught me how to overcome my faults..
i told him tt my S course is rather weak,
so he taught me how to drive thru..
but i was so focussed on wat he taught tt i forget to look at the route..
in the end, mounted the curb..
mounted 2 out of 3 times..
sian lah..
den i oso told him tt i failed at directional change..
so he taught me when to turn and i can actually understand..
haha..
he oso taught me how to do vertical parking properly..
he even used his hp to take a shot of how close the wheels are to the kerb..
haha..
so nice sia..
den he oso tell me the 3 students tt he taught today are all taking TP soon..
haha..
his 1st student taking it tmr..
the 2nd student taking it nxt mon..
while i will take it soon..
haha..
so coincident lah..
den he oso tell me tt he's been teachin for 15 yrs le..
wah..!
so long lah..
and he oso said tt the centre is shifting to a new place soon..
in 2010..
to woodlands..
so near lor..
and the designs and facilities will oso be much better..
managed to book a lesson again tmr..
haha..

for my nxt TP,
zhi xu cheng gong, bu xu shi bai
yay.. :]
JIA YOU!

M!suNdeRstOodEd

2007-08-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

gt smt long to grumble bout...
made me so grumpy..
my lao er alreadi heard it le and she say she "listened" to what i said..
she's the first person to hear it and when i saw her, i jus blah everything to her..

it all started in the morning..
early in the morning..
i was askin my sis whether i shld go back to the office to print my timetable,
cos my house printer wasnt working...
and partly to satisfy my "craving"...
cos i'm still suffering frm office sick..
i tot over it again and again and finally had the courage to msg chris..
so i msged him and asked him den he replied back sayin tt i'm in luck cos he will be goin back to the office later..
at tt pt, i was wondering why he shld be around..
after tt den i know tt its better to be under supervision jus in case anything happens..
so after tt he asked me wat time i will be goin back so i told him tt after i finished bathing den can go le, bout 8.30 like tt..
den he told me tt he will finish his stuff bout 9.30 before goin to the office..
he oso asked me to buy breakfast for the 3 of them,
joe, glynn and old man..
haha..
so i replied him "breakfast again? i will nt buy de hor. not kidding de."
after tt he said tt he will fetch me. he will eat while i pay.
so dots lah.
i msged him back tt he's thick skinned and even replied back "now den you know ah"
haha..
before leaving the prison, he even called me and asked me if i bath le nt..
he sounded like a father over the phone lah..
rush me to faster go bath..
after tt he pretended nt to know the way to my house..
i realli believed lah..
he told me he's doin round and round and asked me where i lived..
i told him at woodlands circle, den he asked me near wat street or avenue..
i even went to check the street directory lah..
after tt in the car, he told me tt he actually know the way to my house..
at tt moment, i almost faint sia..
he den continued tt he enjoyed to make fun of me..
wah lao..
second time le..
and i actually believed..
argh!!
in the car he oso asked me if i sent an email telling others how bad he was...
actually it was meant to be a farewell cum thank you msg..
it was supposed to be smt nice and memorable,
but it turned out to be nasty..
wah lao..
spoilt my gd intention..
he said tt someone complained to him telling him how bad he was,
wat are the things tt he didnt do and blah blah blah,
and all those are frm the email tt i sent to tt person..
wah lao..!
all those are jus misunderstandings lah..
i didnt know tt it will turn out like tt..
after he told me tt, my mood sank all the way down..
absolutely no mood for anything le..
so while i was watching him eating breakfast, i was tryin to think hard who's the "culprit"..
but i tin i know who it is le..
but luckily the atmosphere wasnt weird..
he was tellin me bout his stories..
he even told me tt i haven widen my perceptions yet..
he taught me nt to be too calculative in helping ppl..
shld do wat i can do to help ppl cos you will nv know when you will need their help..
argh...!
realli make me feel so bad lah..
things turned out the way tt it wasnt meant to be..

den in the car, he wanted me to direct him to the office..
he said tt i'm the vehicle commander..
how can i be the vehicle commander when i dunno the way..
so he was askin if he shld turn right or left when leaving the carpark so i pointed to him left..
after tt he asked me y didnt i say it den i tell him tt i haven fully wake up yet..
he den continued how to drive if i dunno left and right,
den i told him i haven pass driving yet..
stabbed another knife into me again..
so throughout the journey, he was asking me to turn left or right..
when i told him to turn left, he asked me y nt turn right...
made me feel so unsure of myself..
den i told him tt i'm jus followin the bus route..
den after tt there was a U turn sign in front and he asked me to turn here or after tt..
i told him tt can onli turn after the U turn sign but in the end he still make an illegal U turn..
haha..
in the past, people studied the highway code but now we have the basic and final theory...
i told him tt since he kept driving, he shld rmb some of the driving stuff..
but he disagreed with me..
he even wanted me to ask those ppl driving if they still rmb wat is the legal parking distance frm a bus stop..
wanted to ask de but forget all bout it le..
even i oso dun rmb the ans lah..
hai yo..
after tt i oso added in tt it was easier getting license in the past compared now,
den he says he dun wan to argue with me..
haha..
after tt went to office and they were shocked to see me again..
haha..
when the hr ppl saw me and chris, they wonder why i was here..
den chris told them tt i'm here for part time..
immediately they told him tt they will nt be payin me..
den he replied tt he will pay me using his money..
so at the office, i was tryin to print the timetable..
somehow cant access the net..
but after tryin over and over again, finally can le..
haha..
after tt chris oso came over to my desk and asked me if i need to print it in colour
cos the printer tt was linked to my com can onli print in black and white..

overheard from their conversations tt they were rather buzy..
becos nxt wk is national day,
and there are packing tt joe haven do and i even saw glynn updating the stockcards..
so when i asked joe if there is any packing to do, he said "no"..
so weird lah..
after tt glynn say tt "wo men bu gan dong ni"..
when i asked chris if there's anything tt i can help,
he violently replied "NO!"..
anything lor..
dun wan me help den dun help lor..
so i continued "exploring" the NTU web..
saw tt they have another big order on the 22 Aug...
took a look at the order,
den joe and glynn were showin me the items tt they want..
some items are ridiculously ALOT..
i tin i'm a work addict..
strongly and deeply addicted to their work..
how..?!
can someone come and help me overcome the "CRAVING"?
the moment i took the order, it feels like i'm working again..
this is the first sat tt i ever saw joe's table full of papers
and glynn updating stockcards on a sat..
even chris has to come back to office to finish his work..
during my 3.5 mth work,
chris onli came back to the office ONCE on sat to do his work..
den they even have a menu thing goin on,
so chris asked me this 18 yr old kid to give some comments,
joe even corrected it to 19 yr old kid..
cos they are serving to ppl my age de..
1 satay rice set and another corolla chicken set..
den joe came over and chris said tt he dun belong to the 18 yrs old grp..
he replied tt he's always 18 at heart..
den chris replied "tan yong lin ah?"
haha..
i told them tt the satay set dun look appetising
and the corolla chicken set looks a little dry..
it will be better with a little gravy..
even joe oso agreed tt there shld some gravy on the rice lah,
but glynn says tt its chicken rice so no grvy..
joe even suggested having honda chicken set, toyota chicken set and so on..
haha..
so lame lah..

joy was taking a ride frm chris,
so when they wanted to go,
he told joy tt he has to ask his "er nai" first..
wah lao..
so nan ting lah..
den after tt he came over to my desk and tell me tt he's goin off le..
i told him tt i'm meeting my sis later at the bus stop,
so he told glynn to stay with me till 12.30
haha..
but my lao er came so early lah..
even chris had to call me and tell me tt she's here..
he was telling me over the phone tt my sis reach le and saw her pacing up and down, lookin rather lost..
haha..
so i immediately RUSH down..
i reali rush lah..
and saw chris and joy again..
he was asking me where i was goin,
giving me and my sis a ride
den when i told him marsiling and its nt on the way,
we said bye..
haha..
otherwise i tin it will be real awkward for my lao er sia..
haha..

for tt 2.5 hrs i spent in office,
i dun tin i heard them swearing..
nt even a single word..
haha..
nt even joe.. ;]
den when someone horned chris at the carpark,
he oso didnt curse.. ;]
wah..
180 degrees change sia..
real amazing..!

after tt we went to the marsiling market to look for our parents..
haha..
the moment i was there, memories came back..
haha..
memories of how sian it was to go to marsiling to have lunch everyday..
memories of the chin chow drink spilled onto me..
memories of us having lunch together..
memories of me taggin along with 3 guys,
who kept talkin bout computer games and those things which i dun understand..

hai..
guessed i made a big blunder tis time round..
but i msged chris and apologised to him le..
den he replied tt its ok. small case only.
hai...
OMG..!
i'm goin to feel bad for the rest of my life lah..
someone i "idolised" so much had such a bad impression of me..
jus becos of 1 stupid email tt i sent to tt person..
he even tot tt i went around sending the emails,
telling ppl how bad he was..
zhen shi tiao jin huang he ye xi bu qing ah..

2007-08-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

WENT BACK TO FOODFARE TODAY.. ;]
haha..
most of them were shocked to see me..
chris called me bout 1 plus and asked me where i was..
haha..
cos he say he want to treat me and wonder y he didnt see me in the office..
so i was like "reminding" him over the phone tt my last day was ytd..
so dots lah..
den after tt i asked him over the phone if i can happy happy go back to office,
and guessed wat?
yes, i can..
haha...
so somehow feel like goin back to the office again and before i do tt, i msged chris..
he told me tt he will be goin off soon but at least, there's still joe, glynn and tony..
haha..
but luckily when i get there, i still get to see him..
muahaha...

went to NTU for a walk today,
dragged jas and ade along.. ;]
the campus was big but at least we didnt spend too much time looking for the buildings..
nt too bad lah..
but the whole journey took bout 1hr and 15mins...
so to be safe, better make it 1.5hr..
wah..
so long lah..
went to swensens before the visit..
ate baked rice and earthquake..
yummylicious.. :]
but i still tin jack's place and pizza hut baked rice taste much better..

on my way to office, i was still wondering how i should "appear"..
haha..
the nearer i was to office, the more frightened i become...
heartbeat oso start to beat faster...
when i finally reached the office, the gate was LOCKED..
haha..
initially wanted to msg chris and tell him,
but i was like "shdnt bother him with such trivial stuff. anyway i dun tin there is anything tt he can do."
so in the ended, i waited at the bus stop..
soon the security guard came to open the gate..
we even chatted.. :]
after tt made my way back to the office...
the first one i saw was jasmine..
she was so shocked to see me lah..
almost everyone tt saw me was shocked..
managed to see alice tan, alice yeoh, jasmine, juliet, tony, chris, glynn, joe, din, huat and helen..
the 1st qn tt they asked was " I tot your last day was ytd, so why are you here?"
after that i replied " i bored mah, so come here lor"..
den immediately their nxt qn was " chris asked you to come back ah?"..
haha..
most of them said the same thing de..
so i was sitting at the counter there, waiting for someone free to talk to me...
when i was there, it was near five
so joe was bout to be on his way back..
managed to see him..
still the same...
haha..
den after tt juliet came out and asked me why i was here?
so i told her tt i'm bored so come lor..
den after tt she told me tt joe left le,
so i was like "wah lao"..
dots lah..
hai yo..
its nt as if i came back with an ulterior motive lah..
after tt glynn oso come out and asked me the same old qns..
nt long after, saw chris..
he even asked glynn to ask me into the office...
so i was like hesitating if i can still go in cos i'm nt the employee anymore..
den rose told me to pretend to be the supplier..
haha..
den i told her tt i will be supplyin rubbish..
so i went back in and sat at joe's chair..
glynn chatted with me for a while den after tt talked to chris..
suprising tt he has time to crap with me...
but at least he didnt talk rubbish lah..
but when i told him tt i was bored,
he told me to " qu zao ge nan ren tan lian ai"..
wah lao..
so dots lah..
after tt i told him tt the way he says sounds so wrong lah..
den ignore him le...
can tell tt he was rather buzy so i went to "entertain" myself..
saw alice yeoh..
den she was rather shocked to see me..
as usual she asked the same old qn..
she even told me tt i'm free to go back to office whenever i want..
haha..
so nice..!
after tt went back to my desk to use the com...
my seat is stil the BEST!
haha..
surfed the net for a while den after tt went back le..
cos i was gettin rather sleepy...
before i went back, chris was like wanting a handshake with me,
in appreciation for my effort and all tt stuff..
so when we shoke hands, can even hear alice tan lol...
den he was like "why she laugh?"
after tt i told him tt we are rather comical, like comedy like tt...
went to the bus stop to wait for bus and saw the bakery guy..
haha..
after tt chris called me and tell me to wait for him..
while waiting for him, talked to glynn..
told me his stories again..
i oso asked him if i can still join them for lunch when i'm free?
and he said yes..
we oso saw annie, den she asked if we were goin out?
another one..
dots again..
den i violently replied "NO LAH!"
haha..
when i gt onto chris's car,
he say tt he wanted to treat me to dinner and even asked glynn along..
so last min lah..
in the end i rejected it..
after tt he ended up tellin bout his BKK trip..
so fun lah..
every night, the guys will crowd at his room and dun let him sleep..
so i told him tt he shld go over to their room and sleep..
he wanted to do tt but before he can go over, they will go back to their rooms and close the doors..
den the guys will chat thru the night..
haha..
tts why when i see him, he looked realli haggard lah..
den he joined 3 guys for shoppin at BKK,
and he will always be the one to request to sit taxi..
cos the guys will either walk or take cab..
haha..
he's realli LAZY lah..
even lazy to climb the flight of stars to take the docu when he forgot to..

when sch's starts, i will be buzy lah..
study 6 days a wk lah..
wah lao...
cant even give me a rest..
and some lessons are so early in the morning..
i need my sleep lah..!
wake up at 9 today.. :]
haha..
the latest since 3.5 mths ago..

YoU mAde My dAy

2007-07-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S MY LAST DAY AT FOODFARE ;[
so sad sia..
time flies real fast...
so fast havin worked in foodfare for 3 and the half mths le..
cant bear to leave the workplace and the nice ppl there.. :]
gonna make this into a long, sentimental post...

didnt get to see chris today..
aww..
so disappointed lah..
but at least he sent me a msg telling me tt he gt smt urgent to attend to so cant treat me today..
even though he's nt in office, he still can be lame lah..
tony was the one who gave me my payslip today,
cos chris asked him to do so on his behalf..
so i tin tony msged him and tell him tt he passed me the payslip le,
so he replied back kam sia..
haha..
and asked him to kiss me on his behalf..
tony showed him the msg and asked me how..
so i told him to pretend tt he didnt receive the msg..
after tt he lol..
so dots lah..
hai yo..

saw a nice pretty gift on my table today.. ;]
early in the morning..
made me feel good for the whole day..
haha..
so happy sia..
at least its the nicest gift tt i ever received in foodfare..
so bad of me sia..
keep taking gifts frm others..
haha..
so i was thinking who was the one who gave cos most prob its smt tt they bought in BKK..
the first one in my mind was tony cos he haven give anything..
haha..
his gift is the nicest among the 3 guys lah..
so much nicer..
glynn oso later confirmed tt its frm tony..
after tt saw tony and he says tt the present is from him..
immediately i thanked him sia..
haha..

did lots of work today..
great sense of achievement..
becos my back was facing outside, kanna shocked by tony thrice and alice yeoh (hr manager) once..
tony was the messenger btw me and chris..
so whenever he wants to pass the msg frm chris to me, he will come over to my desk
and when i turn over, i will get shocked..
shocked to see someone with great build suddenly appearing behind me...
kept telling me tt they cant treat me today,
so have to postpone to another day..
haha..
but wats shocking is even the hr manager came over to my desk..
wah...!
great honour sia..
as usual, she said the same old stuff..
thanked me for my support and some appreciation stuff..
but wats sweet is she said tt if i ever need any part time and is willing to go back to foodfare, i can go and look for them..
OMG..!
so sweet lah...
i tin i can make foodfare my permanent workarea le..
haha..
juliet oso came to my place and thanked me..
actually i shld thanked her for hiring me back then,
otherwise i will nt get to know these nice people..
even alice came too..
haha..
told me to yong gong du shu..
her tone sounds like a mother..
and treat me like a small kid lah..
haha...

den my NICE colleagues treat me to lunch today..
haha..
JACK'S PLACE..
thank you to joe, alice tan, ivy, joanna, huat and tom..
becos the guys came late, they were deciding where to sit..
only the seat beside and in front of me were available..
den they were like asking joe to sit in front of me..
haha..
diao lah..
initially had communcation breakdown..
some said supposed to go to crystal jade when alice actually booked a place at jack's place..
had lots of fun there..
haha..
laughed and laughed..
realised tt other than the students' meal, there's nth nice..
haha..
i was actually hoping to eat baked rice..
cos i dun eat beef and jack's place is famous for its steak..
rather ironic sia..
so i ended up eating their set lunch: grilled fillet,
although i dun realli like FISH..
joanna oso said tt the fish tasted a little like the toilet's detergent..
haha..
which i cant taste tt at all in the fish tt i was eating,
maybe cos i wasnt a fish expert...
a waitress, somehow experienced,
bluffed us into ordering some fruit juice when we didnt want any..
haha..
she "attacked" tom and tom was like "ohh"..
in the end 7 cups of watermelon juice appeared..
haha..
and the worse thing is we saw buy 1 get 1 free fruit juice offer,
which is onli applicable for mango, lime and some other juice but nt watermelon juice..
wah lao..!
the waitress so smart sia..
den after tt the guys started sayin tt if they ever have any restaurant, they will definitely poach her over..
haha..
lunch was long and got back to office at bout 2 plus..
glynn was supposed to join us but somehow he says tt he has to delivered smt to chris,
so gave the treat a miss..
when i came back, he treat me a cup of herbal drink..
dunno wat its called lah...
when i first drank it, it was bitter lor..
but after tt, it tasted nt too bad afterall..

after lunch, went to do stocktake..
this time round with another finance lady..
so joe was like counting the stocks while i was recording it down...
so the finance lady will den make sure tt joe counted correctly and i wrote down correctly..
nxt mth surely need to do a lot of report writing de,
cos i dun tin there is any way which we can cheat our physical stock..
the original copy already falls in the hands of finance..
DOOM LE...!

after stocktaking, both joe and i went back to the office..
on our way back, ivy was like asking "Ai yo, ni men liang de qu le na li wor?"
wah lao..
went to the store and do stock take lah..
haha..
continued with the printing..
the printer is realli NOISY..
hear the sound until i headache lah..
so far onli managed to print those of apr and may..

realised tt many ppl knew tt its my last day today..
haha..
the QA stationed at the store, ivy which i nt veri close to and the veri nice lady june...
anyway it has been great knowing you guys..! ;]
muacks...
when joe was bout to go back, as usual he will "detour" and come over to my place and say bye before goin back..
but today was weird..
haha..
as usual i said bye to him and he even added in "yao hao hao du shu wor"..
haha..
everyone there treating me like small kid..
most of them think tt i'm goin to poly..
dun i look like a uni kid?
a mentally and physically nt prepared uni kid?
haha..
anyway its good nt to look so old..
or maybe i dun have the study look..
haha..
glynn oso had a mini chat with me,
but becos i was rushing my work, didnt realli had a face to face chat with him..
so he was there squatting beside me, telling me tt its good to study..
so i told him tt i find working better cos no need brain cells..
but at the same time, the cert tt i have now doesnt have any value..
cant even compete with poly students cos at least they have hands on exp..
so he was there telling me his stories,
made him sounded like a father..
like a father persuadin his daughter to study hard,
cos i was complaining to him tt i'm sicked of studyin after having to study for 12 shocking yrs..
i tin he realli thinks tt i might nt continue studying cos he sounded serious..
he even told me to come back and look for them if i have any qns regarding my studies..
haha..
i can look for chris for sci ( since a chef cant cook),
tony for bio ( he linked knowing the body parts to bio),
joe for maths (his calculation is fast and inaccurate at times)..
as for glynn, he will help me with packing..
before he went off, he "see ya" me..
so i told him he won't be seeing me anymore so he changed to "take care"..
he even told me to go back to see them and have lunch with them when i'm free..
i even added in tt even if i nt free, i will oso go..
haha..
DEFINITELY WILL..

tried as hard to clear all the work tt i had today..
worked till 1830 today...
find myself so responsible lah..
awww...
haha..
didnt want to make a mess for the ones taking over my job..
somehow i tin they will be confused lah..
cos those taking over my job are guys..
haha..
BLUR guys still...
before goin off, even said bye to alice yeoh (first time) and as usual, tony..
haha...
THANKS PPL FOR ALL THE NICE AND WONDERFUL MEMORIES...
I LOVE YOU ALL.. ;]
like what terminator likes to say : "i will be back"...

2007-07-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

they are back frm the BKK trip le..
haha..
didnt manage to ask them much bout their trip,
cos they were buzy settling the food poisoning incident which happened on sat..
mainly the chefs were kept buzy..
for those who are nt chefs, they are buzy with stock take...
initially wanted to do stocktake today,
but joe told me tt the finance will be doin it together with us..
haha..
den when i asked him why,
he said tt becos our store is too "messy" le..
for the past few mths, been writing reports for them..
so i guess both we and the finance mus be scared and tired..
every mth end, the store always give us trouble de..
hai..
bth glynn and chris bought soveniours back..
but u can expect guys' taste..
luckily i didnt ask chris to help me buy any wallet, bag or clothes...
haha..
otherwise i WILL DEFINITELY regret de..
glynn gave me purse while chris gave me candles..
haha..
the purse a little lao tu sia..
definitely nt someone my age will use it de.. =X
den chris gave me 2 candles..
he spent less than 5 mins in office den went off again le..
haha..
he even told me tt he's pai sei when he didnt buy much for me..
i even told him tt the last time he went malacca, he bought those scent essence for me..
now for the bkk trip, he bought me candles..
always these things tt need to burn de..
when bout to go home, tony asked me if i will cry on my last day tmr..
haha..
den i replied him "hopefully nt"..
glynn even tian you jia cu lah..
he wanted me to say a speech..
the last time he suggested to chris to write me a letter of appreciation,
but becos i'm nt a chef, so cannot..
haha..
wat logic rite..
anyway managed to send in the application forms le..
PLS APPROVE!

i LoVe m3 jOb

2007-07-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

counting down to 3 more days le...
time FLIES..!
how i wished tt i will nv forget their faces, their laughter...
how i wished tt nxt wk will nv come..
ohh..
I"M SO GONNA MISS THEM ALL!
they are all so NICE ppl.. ;]
haha...
joy drove me home today..
first time sia..
together with jasmine too..
last time gonna ever sit her car le..
toyota yaris..
nice car but the interior design a little weird..
most of the car meter are at the right side but for this car,
its at the centre..
a little too creative le..
nt used to it..
den before going off, joy wished me good luck
and thanked me for helpin her..
haha..
btw i didnt help her much..
i onli helped her do those little stuff...
btw i wouldnt be seeing her anymore le..
she's heading for BKK with her hubby tmr and will onli be back on wed..
by then, i will nt be there le..
jasmine will oso be taking leave on the mon and tue,
so when she comes back, I wouldnt be there anymore le...
2 veri nice ladies.. :]
jas oso told me tt my payslip is with chris and remind me to demand the treat frm chris..
i told her tt the treat most prob cant eat de cos chris kept avoiding it lah..
maybe he wun even come to the office on mon and tue..
oso heard frm joy and jas tt chris has oso been lying to them,
lied to them tt he cant cook..
wah lao..!
jas even jokingly say tt chris will miss me..
of cos lah..
missed suaning me mah..
haha..
den there will be no one to entertain and rebut him le...
no one to "so lame" with him le..
OH MY GOD!
now i feel as if my days are numbering..
counting every day and making sure tt the days are well spent..
gonna make sure tt i will spend mon and tue wisely..
goin to do stocktake again..!
yay.. :]
i'm oso goin to do 1 final round of packin and ordering..
i'm gonna to finish all my work before i leave..
i promise.. ;]
responsible worker sia..
a feeling of nostalgia..
a feeling of reluctance..
office has been realli cold recently...
wonder if its becos of the weather or becos there has been lesser ppl..
during lunch, joe was the one who bought drinks today..
haha..
and i'm wearing the pants tt was stained the previous time...
luckily it remained clean..
before joe reached the table, i was telling them dangerous..
den they all stood up and siam..
haha..
after tt we oso helped him take the drinks off the tray..
luckily it didnt spill..
cos i was complaining cold at the office,
den joe was like purposely mixing his noodles near me so tt i will nt feel so cold..
dots lah..
he still say wan give me wen nuan frm his noodles..
haha..
he oso say mus bully me to the fullest for the nxt few days otherwise nxt time no chance le..
had lunch with florence today too..
she's the QA manager, if i'm nt wrong..
cos she got promoted recently..
even she oso know tt my pants were stained lah..
wah lao..
i tin practically the whole office knows it lah..
tt bigmouth joe...
thanks to him lah...
somehow visited NTU website today..
saw alot of info and it shocked me lah..
there were deadlines as near as 1st aug
and there were many things tt i haven do and apply yet..
i haven matriculate online yet,
haven gt my matriculation no,
haven apply for my email acc,
haven settle my tuition loan and grant,
haven attend any briefing,
haven explore the sch campus,
haven got my timetable,
haven decide if i shld get a laptop,
haven decide on which type of tuition loan to get,
haven decide on how to get to sch and how long it will take..
ARGH...!
so many things to do...
driving me crazy sia...
i was so scared tt i missed the online acceptance period cos the notice was during june and now its end july le..
luckily still can make it sia otherwise realli cry oso no tears sia...
give me time ppl..
i'm soon gonna evolve frm a workin woman to a student again..
haha..
come to think of it, i might even forget how to mug le..
haha..
engine dead long ago le..
btw, why do all those office ppl keep sayin tt i'm a poly student whenever i say tt i will start sch in aug..
dun i look like a going-to-be-uni student?
jus becos of my build?
in which ways do i look like a poly student?
still rmb how i used to dread workin whenever my parents ask me how i'm goin to spend my long holidays..
i used to tell them tt i dun like to work cos need to see people's lian se...
so true lah..
den i oso used to link working with having no money to spent..
but its true to some extent lah..
when u work, ur expenses are higher compared to slacking at home..
my sec 4 holiday was spent slacking at home..
haha..
den first 3 mths was at innova..
yr 1 holiday was spent in hongkong..
yr 2 holiday in bangkok and genting..
haha..
jus started my first work late last yr..
oso dunno wat makes me wan to work..
haha..
maybe becos most of guys are lookin for jobs too,
so i jus joined in lah..
haha..
jus 1 day after xmas..
gt a gd experience of how it feels like workin in society...
still have a long way to learn to judge ppl correctly..
ppl kept telling me dun trust others so easily jus becos they appear gd to you on the surface....
those nice aunties at motorola told me before,
chris oso warned me before..
society is realli a complicated world compared to sch..
in sch, if you dun like someone, you will show it out lah..
whereas in society, you still have to pretend to be on good terms with someone..
why mus it be like this?
but nonetheless it realli feels good earning your own hard earned money,
considering the fact tt i enjoyed your work alot..
i dun tin its ever easy for me to find another job tt i will enjoy so much...
in a world full of uncertainities..

2007-07-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

I thought it through,
and I finally get over it le..
haha..
Didnt expect myself to get over it so fast..
hopefully tt nth much will happen these few days,
otherwise I will nt be able to leave the company "peacefully"..
had sakae sushi for lunch today..
it was real expensive lah..
burnt a big hole in my pocket..
today most of the higher management goin to BKK,
so the office was QUIET..
haha..
slackiest day ever in foodfare..
watched video, listened to songs, surfed the net and even msned..
haha..
before they set off, i sent a msg to chris,
wishing him a safe journey and to buy back souvenirs for me and joe..
i oso tell him to enjoy his holi and even added in tt he surely will...
after tt he replied back and tell me to enjoy too..
enjoy wat?
enjoy working..!
wah lao..!
so sarcastic lah..

2007-07-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

hai..
was veri veri veri moody in the morning..
chris was calling joe, glynn and din over to dicuss bout who's takin over my job and so on..
den he even tell din tt his com will be transferring back to the camp and he will be usin mine instead..
when i heard this, my heart sank..
i can realli feel it lah..
cos i know tt they will nt be using me anymore..
frm then, i knew the ans to my qn le..
actually i have an idea of wat the ans will be le..
heard lots of murmuring den din suddenly came over to my desk..
i tin he has smt to tell me but in the end he didnt..
during lunch, asked jas if she asked chris the qn le..
den she told me tt chris has the intention of continuing me but nth has been finalised yet..
so all was jus EMPTY TALK..
can treat it as if nth happen..
den after lunch, juliet came and talked to me..
she told me tt right now i work till the end of this mth..
all those part time stuff tt i discussed with chris all put aside first..
if they realli need me, den they will contact me..
she says tt i will be their FIRST priority..
but come to think of it, i dun tin i will go back there again..
somehow dunno why..
maybe they jus fu yan me de..
after tt chris oso came to talk to me..
as usual he will squat down den start his talk..
he says tt alot of HR ppl came to see him regarding me...
he says tt right nw, they are nt continuing me..
he says tt after i settled down for my studies,
i can send them my timetable if i'm still interested in the job,
and if they still need me, they might call me..
but the pay still remains...
pathetic 6 bucks per hr..
but i dun tin they will ever call,
cos the world will still rotate with or without you..
there's no one tt is so impt tt we cant live without..
anyway the things tt i do used to be done by someone before i come..
so forget it le...
after tt he oso asked if i wanted him to buy anything frm BKK cos they are goin there tmr le..
haha...
he asked me if i need any clothes, wallet or slippers..
so i told him tt guys and ladies' taste differ de..
anything will do except for the wooden elephant keychain..
haha..
even the manager oso tell me to demand a treat frm chris..
i told him i tell him le but he jus keep avoiding..
den chris agitatedly and practically told the whole world tt i wants him to cook for me..
talk so loud lah..
its nt tt i wan him to jus cook for me..
its jus soon bian cook for me lah..
even jas oso interested lah..
when chris told nic tt i wanted him to cook,
i can hear laughter lah..
oso dunno why lah..
did story writing again today..
chris everytime dun say clearly wat he wants me to do le..
i asked him if he wanted me to explain those items tt were nt zero,
and he says ya..
so i was like: "so much lah.."
after tt i gt so fed up tt i went to his desk and asked him to highlight the items tt he wants me to explain..
there was this particular item tt i find it hard to explain,
so i sent him the copy and asked him to help me add in..
den as usual, he will "pretend" to read and after tt press the "print" button le..
so i was like talkin rather loudly: "you haven help me complete the last part den you print le?"
argh..!
he even submitted the report to nicholas cos he wants his signature..
den after tt he came back and told me tt the manager asked him so much qns tt he cant ans..
haha..
serve him right lah..
everytime ask him to read thru den he will jia jia de..
now kanna questioned le and cant ans...
make me so naggy lah..
argh..!
den after tt made me edit the report again..
as usual de lah..
everytime need to do at least 2 times before they approve..
so after tt he went to send the report to finance..
before tt i was asking him "finance gt so scary meh cos he looks so sian after printing out the report.."
den he asked me to follow him up,
so i was like: "what for?! they are going to shoot you, nt me lah"
after tt he used the report and hit me..
so bad lah..
haha..
before glynn went off to the camp,
he came over to my desk and says tt he gt smt to ask me..
he sounds so serious lah..
but his qn was "when is ur last day?"
peng sia..
haha..
make it sound so serious..
den after tt he says see me on mon..
haha..

2007-07-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

GOT EM A NICE JOB..!
so JEALOUS of her lah..
haha..
den wat bout me leh?
hai...
we can onli wait and see..
i kept myself occupied for the whole of today.. :]
cleared all the work le..
even helped glynn updated his stockcards..
den on thur, we are even callin in sakae sushi..
haha..
maybe becos "no government" le..
if em realli works at foodfare, maybe she will be allocated at the bakery..
den she can see the bakery guy le..
looks quite abit like edison chen sia..
she even imagined him to be the "IT guy" lah..
haha..
crapped with her for quite a while when i'm free...
kept controlling my laughter lah cos its realli weird for me to start laughin out suddenly..
had nth to blog today so shall end here..
hope to hear gd news soon.. :]
i cant take any more SHOCKS..

2007-07-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

CHRIS LIED TO ME LAH..
ARGH..!
exposed his lies le but he still dun wan admit lah..
overheard his conversion with nicholas,
den all of a sudden realise tt he knows how to cook..
i even confirmed it with glynn lah..
how can a chef nt know how to cook?
den before off work, i was chattin with glynn at my desk..
he was telling me tt he works in hotels, restaurants and army camps before,
onli left cruise ships which he haven try before..
den there was this particular offer tt he had,
rather high pay..
wats most attractive is the cruise ships are goin to many beautiful places..
we even went to the web and looked at it..
can work and holiday at the same time..
such a great deal, who wouldnt want?!
but becos most of the staff are goin for the BKK trip,
we are rather shorthanded on nxt mon,
so he says chris doesnt approve his leave..
what a waste lah..
but i tin he still gt chance de cos can postpone the interview..
BEST OF LUCK.. ;]
den before chris left the office, he pop over at my desk..
soon after i left the office but cant find his car..
let him slip away le..
den i msg him, asked him why didnt he wait for me?
in the end, he called and say tt he didnt know tt i'm goin off soon..
den he says he saw me and glynn "tan qing shuo ai" so thinks tt i wun go off so soon..
so dots lah..
den i even tell him tt he lied to me...
i told him tt he's an ITE trainer and even work in restaurants,
so how can nt know how to cook?
i even say how can a chef nt know how to cook?
its akin to sayin a teacher cant teach..
after tt he kept quiet le..
surely is bei wo shuo zhong le..
in the office, i oso tried to expose him lah..
i told him " you bluff me lah. you know how to zhu cai de.."
den he says "no"..
even glynn oso says he knows lah..
still wan bluff me..
think i small kid ah..
buzy finding work for myself to do..
buzy with updating the invoices into the stockcards..
initially wasnt supposed to update a particular ship into the stockcards de,
but when i asked chris, he says mus add it in..
argh..!
make me do extra work..
onli when i finished lookin thru all the invoices, he wants me to look thru it again and update it..
the stockcards making me so confused and lost lah,
and a little bit of angry...
when chris heard tt, he says tt he give me permission to hit someone..
when i say i wanted to hit him, he looks kinda shocked..
haha..
when i say tt i dun wan to update the stockcards, he even shouted to HR telling them to hold my pay..
wah lao..!
so bad of him lah..
after tt i "attitude" him den he says u wan me to do the stockcards ah?
so i was like "yes" but after tt he still throw back the mess to me..
he even gave me tt smirk lah...

wHy mUs iT tuRn oUt thIs wAy?

2007-07-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

yummy..!

had steamboat BBQ at marina for dinner just now..

oso saw fireworks..

should be for NDP rehearsal de...

so NICE lah..

when we were bout to finish our dinner, we heard "bom bom bom"..

den most of the ppl stood up and headed outside..

but the fireworks last for onli bout 5 mins or lesser..

so short lah..

den i tin i saw my pri sch fren..

i looked at him and find him familiar,

den he oso looked back at me..

i tin he cant rmb who i am le..

luckily he didnt give me tt "wat are u lookin at" face sia..

otherwise i will go and punch him..

looked for my pri sch class photo

but cant find it..

otherwise will scan in and show u how i looked like,

and how the boy tt i punched look like..

haha..

i still rmb he was bout 1 head taller than me lah..

haha..

den i witnessed smt funny when i ate jus now...

there was this guy cookin food over the hot pan..

den 2 ladies in shorts passed by,

and obviously the guy will turn his attention onto the girls..

den he got so engrossed in looking until the oil splatter on him..

haha..

den after the oil "wake" him up le..

serve him right sia..

was realli bored at office today..

msned and watched video to kill time..

haha..

realli gettin bolder le..

den i oso managed to forward the pics tt chris took on the day the big shots came...

muahaha..

he email the pics to us, titled "grow up"..

u see the pics den u know why le...

chris was the one taking the photo so he wasnt in..

so sad.. :[

den u shld know who these 2 big kids were le..

haha..

guess who is which...

i was rather wu liao at tt time lah..

standing there, doing nth...

so start to fidget and daydream le.. =X

tts y my face was in the photo..

ARGH..!

din was the one at the extreme left...

chris shld oso be veri bored at tt pt of time too..

takin UNNECESSARY pics..

went to far east with my sisters after work to shop for my bday present..

managed to get a GREEN dress...

its nice sia..

the colour is veri bright..

after tt went to bugis..

muahaha..

got myself another white shirt...

guess retail therapy is the way for me to destress...

but somehow haven got over the cruel fact yet..

jus bout 1 more wk and everything will be over le..

hai... ;[

2007-07-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

THE TRUTH IS ALWAYS HURTING DE.. :[
chris drove me home today..
on the journey back, i finally have the courage to ask him 1 qn..
i asked him if they are extendin me anot..
and guess wat..
the ans was NO..
OMG..!
i was shocked lah..
天底下没有不散之宴席
太阳也终会有日落的时候的。。
为什么美好的时光总是像泡泡般，永不持久的。。
den he told me tt they onli pay part timers 6 bucks per hr..
which was SLIGHTLY better than his 5 bucks per hr...
he oso told me tt before me, there was no other part timers..
all the while they have been doin my job..
and becos of the SAP system,
they hire temp staff to help them write story and i'm the one to clear the shit for them..
they started this system nt too long ago..
before tt there is this storeman holdin the job for 7 yrs..
but becos of this system, tt guy quit the job..
cos even he oso cant take the report writing..
before goin back, he asked me where i wan to eat for his treat..
den i told him i wan him to cook for me..
he sort of agreed but jus cant find the place to cook..
cant be at mine or his house..
den he suggested goin to glynn's house to eat..
he asked me wat i wan to eat..
japaneses, western, chinese, malay or indian..
i told him a little of everything but NO beef..
after tt he showed me an email of The Orchard Cafe..
the food pics were yummy and he say its a buffet spread..
he even say tt we will go there and eat and he will go in the kitchen to cook for me..
at tt moment i was rather slow at absorbing wats he's sayin so i was like "ohh"
den after tt he says tt he's jokin..
expected de lah..
he even told me a secret in his car today..
he says tt he actually CANT COOK..
....
how can he nt know how to cook when he's actually an EXECUTIVE SOUS CHEF..
den he says tt he's in charge of supervising other chefs, nt cookin..
so weird lah..
den i wonder how he gt his title or maybe he tryin to push the responsibility away...
FORGET TO BRING MY PUNCH CARD TODAY..
what a way to start off the day lah..!
cos ytd i switched to using sling bag
den today forgot to take the punch card out..
realised it when i'm on my way to office..
so sian lah..
so i msged chris and asked him wat to do..
so he says tt he will help me sign the card and wants me to buy him breakfast..
everytime oso wan me buy breakfast de...
whether its i reportin to work early or help me sign on the punch card..
made me finf the cause behind the stock variance today..
so buzy lah..
luckily joe helped me did some and even taught me easy ways to check the items' qty..
save a lot of time lah..
but he even so lame me lah..
argh..
gang up with chris to bully me..
after tt chris wanted me to do some stuff and he say until i blur lah..
joe even came to my desk and asked me if i catch the ball..
haha..
after checking the items, i became slower le..
den whatever they say, i take a long time to absorb it..
after finishin writing the report for 16 items, i become stoned le...
break record le..
i told him tt i will take a long time to fin the report but he dun believe it..
in the end spent the whole afternoon doin it lah..
saw an email frm chris today, titled "grow up"...
it was actually shots tt he took on the day the big shots came lah..
even i oso inside..
wa lao..!
so ugly lah..
den he even sent it to joe and glynn..
so embarrassing..
had free beancurd again today..
haha..
lychee flavour de..
joe was goin to ask me wat flavour i wan and before i can say anything,
he gave me lychee flavour de..
in the end i thanked him lah..

2007-07-20T19:21:00.000+08:00

haha..

as usual had ice cream cake for my birthday again.. :]

this time round oreo de..

if i'm nt wrong, last yr should be the triple flavour de..

haha..

the cake was so YUMMY lah..

i mean almost all cakes are yummy..

haha..

den my sisters and bro were buzy puttin the candles on the cake and complaining..

cos i'm 19 mah..

den they have to put 1 big candle and 9 small ones..

haha..

now i know why ppl jus like to put 1 candle on their cake..

firstly is to hide the ugly truth and secondly to save time putting candles on the cake..

initially my sisters wanted to buy me my FAVE jacket..

the last time i saw it was 35 bucks den the last time they saw it, it shot up to 69 bucks..

so ex lah..

but luckily they gave me a poster...

haha..

and still got my fave donut pic..

den my bro didnt have any presents for me but in the end he still gave me a piece of chocolate..

his prized possession..

so SWEET of them.. :]

19 jULy

2007-07-19T19:11:00.000+08:00

19 JULY...!
haha..
1 yr older le...
addition of 1 yr of life experience,
another yr of memories and another yr of trying to handle matters in a more mature and rational way..
haha..
still tryin hard to do things rationally...
now still a bit siao siao de..
can have mood swings all of a sudden..
may even do things in an unexpected manner..
when i suddenly treat my sisters good, they find me weird..
when i suddenly want to visit my grandma, they oso find me weird..
den when shoppin, i can like a piece of clothes veri much but the nxt moment i may jus nt buy it..
haha..
sometimes even i oso cant explain why..
today is oso the day in which the big shots come..
lots of the executives came in early today..
when i first stepped into the lobby, saw joy, nicholas and GM..
so awkward lah..
they were all dressed in their formal attires...
ladies in pink long blouse and black pants,
while guys in light brown shirt and black pants..
as for the chefs, they have an additional white coat with their name printed on it..
den they all look so handsome and pretty.. :]
had to wear the foodfare shirt today..
was nt tt bad lah..
when i stepped out of the cubicle, saw joy..
den she was like: "wah, new attire ah?"...
haha..
when i was on my way to desk, glynn saw me..
den he was like: "wah! she pretty rite?"..
so dots lah..
even when joe saw me, he's kinda "shocked" too..
haha...
guess i mus look kind of weird..
den whoever saw me today, their expression were kind of weird..
"shocked" to c me in their foodfare attire..
so i was sitting at my place, waiting for someone to call me..
den chris called glynn and the both of us went down to the lobby..
tt chris ah..
he didnt even tell me wat to do lah so i was like standing there like a flower vase..
make me feel so out of place...
after tt i tell him tt i feel weird standin there,
so he tell me tt he will stand together with me,
but the nxt moment he's gone le..
after tt he tell me to listen to the presentation and learn things frm this big event..
i'm the only one in the foodfare shirt while the others were in formal attire..
the worst thing was i cant find joe at all..
so i was standing there, fidgeting, lookin kind of sian le..
den when chris saw me, i can see tt smirk on his face lah..
he even told me tt he wants me to dress like this everyday,
so i tell him tt i would go and kill myself...
den somehow he was tellin glynn tt he cant bear to scold me..
so glynn was like "wah" and i was like "so dots lah"..
its nt tt he cant bear to scold me but jus tt he dun have a chance to..
haha..
cos everytime i will rebut him de..
in the end i helped din and glynn to serve the big shots..
den i heard alice yeoh (HR manager) talkin to chris,
askin him who's tt girl..?
haha..
she cant even recognise me lah..
she says i look familiar but jus cant figure out who i am..
after the big shots went off the lobby, chris told us to clear the food,
so we all "cleared" the food into our stomach...
haha..
all having a mini feast..
eating all the puffs, cakes and pizza..
after tt cleaned up the place den went to do our work le..
lunched out today..
was tom's turn to buy the drinks..
he was buyin drinks for 6 people
guys at one table, ladies at another table..
den joe was like tellin me to sit at tt table while he sit at another table..
i oso tell him nt to come over to our table..
den when tom came back, we all siam
den the guys helped him to take down the drinks..
me, jas, joe and huat den started laughin..
haha..
jas even say tt joe is shi fu while i'm shi mei cos we are wearing the same shirt..
haha..
den joe corrected her tt should be shi xiong and shi mei instead
cos it doesnt sound so old..
haha..
after tt did packin at the store..
packed till i blur sia..
luckily din came to help me too..
den glynn was talkin on the phone with chris and he asked me y i'm still in office..
its onli 1715 and obviously tts y i'm still in office lah..
so dots lah..
den glynn told him its becos i like car nt bike..
so not linked lah..
if tts the case, den i will nt need to go home at all le..
my lao er helped me barbecue marshmallow and its so NICE...!
crispy on the outside and milky in the inside..
den my mum oso told me tt she went to alot of places before she can get the cake tt i wan..
so NICE of her..!
so TOUCHED..
nice and sweet day.. :]
wonderful memories..

2007-07-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

JOE DIDNT COME TODAY...
so clever of him lah..
was so tired today..
did packing for 4 ships alone today..
carried the oil, dragged the rice
bend till my back gonna break le..
first time packed till so tired lah..
after fin packin, i sat on the chair and cant move at all le..
haha..
chris onli came back to office after lunch..
when i saw him, he looked so fierce lah..
dun even dare to greet him..
can sense the GUNPOWDER in him..
after tt wanted to volunteer my help to them but on second thoughts, i went back in...
finally i had the courage to go down and helped them
but they dun need my help...
din even says tt i am expecting lah..
not sure wat makes him say tt..
oso did spring cleaning at the store..
the store was so dusty lah...
even swept out a dead COCKROACH..
wah lao..!
chris even reminded me to be in foodfare shirt tmr..
den when he said tt i tie my hair,
i replied him: "tts y it rain mah"..
haha...
but he says tts nt the reason..
somehow hewanted to "forced" me to wear the checkered pants tt he kept for yrs..
i even told him tt i have a set of pants at joe's..
even alice and jas lol lah...
i have no choice but to tie my hair tmr so if tmr realli rains,
den its fated de...
haha..
today huat was the one who bought drinks..
when i told him wat i wanted, den jas immediately looked at my pants..
haha..
white de..
even huat oso assured me tt it will be safe..
haha..
cos joe nt here today mah and he wasnt the one buyin the drinks..
lucky me..!

2007-07-17T19:30:00.001+08:00

big shot coming over to HQ this thur...
ARGH..!
y mus it be this thur of all days?
supposed to come over last thur but somehow postponed the trip..
heard frm joe tt they are coming over jus to sign the papers..
if they dun sign the papers, den ffc will fold...
den tmr most of them will be buzy..
buzy "cleaning" up their place..
hai..
chris didnt come in today..
but i'm still being teased at..
argh..!
in the morning din made a call at my desk...
cos at our area, there's onli 1 phone..
so din, glynn and i will have to share the phone,
which is at my desk..
den when din was halfway thru the conversation,
the line kanna cut off..
haha..
it always happen de..
den glynn will say 3 mins up and have to put in 10 cents..
haha..
den always i will LOL..
after tt helen even gave some buns to glynn for his breakfast,
cos she saw him eatin sweets so decided to give him some buns,
but he didnt eat it lah..
he put the buns on my table and says its food sampling..
haha..
den after tt i told him "wah lao, eat the buns leh"..
den he start to imitiate me le..
he told din "wah lao, eat the buns leh"..
so bad lah..
in the end left 2 buns so i told him to finish it,
den he says 1 each..
i agreed but asked me to eat first cos he scared i bluff him..
so dots lah..
in the end we "pushed" the buns to joe..
den when joe came back,
he offered the buns to me but kanna pushed back..
haha..
becos recently there's a supplier selling chocolates to us cheap,
so most of them bought the chocolates..
last time glynn gave me snicker den today joe gave me tic tat..
haha..
glynn says its for apology de..
for spilling the drink onto me..
haha..
HOPEFULLY there is no the 3rd time..
after lunch, the 3 of us packed the rations for a BIG ship..
haha..
den after tt joe suggested eating the canned desserts tt we have...
in the end we took 2 cans of longans and shared it among us and the ppl at the store..
den when joe took up the cup, i shifted to one side den he understood the meaning le..
haha..
after tt he oso asked me if i wanted some longans and when i say "no",
he jia jia wan to spill the drinks on me..
so bad..!
had a mini conversation with tony and jasmine today..
heard tt they are recruiting ppl
and asked me if i have anyone to recommend..
den tony started askin me when i'm startin sch..
cos the last time i told him i haven confirm which uni i goin mah..
he and jas even told me nt to start sch and continue workin...
haha..
ever since chris told me tt he will negotiate with HR over the pay, there has been no reply since..
even if i dare to say what i wan, it mus be approved by chris..
after tt HR will have to accept it and den it mus go thru nicholas..
which is currently TRYIN HARD to CUT COSTS for the company..
ARGH..!
exactly 2 more wks to my last day..
will it be my LAST day..?

2007-07-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

jus finished my movie with ade.. :]
TRANSFORMERS was SO NICEE LAH...!
so much better than harry potter and die hard..
but 1 bad thing was the small kid sitting behind me lah..
kept kickin my seat..
den when i got sooo fed up, i sat up straight so as to block tt small boy behind..
haha..
den one of them oso kept goin to the toilet..
tt person's butt will jus knock our head lah..
wah lao..!
fat butt sia..
den the theatre was almost full despite it being showed 2 wks ago le..
luckily still managed to buy the tickets...
den tony and florence treated the whole office to lunch today..
pizza hut and kfc..
yummy..!
but i onli grabbed 2 slices of pizza and a drumstick..
haha...
they ordered 10 boxes of pizza and 2 large boxes of chicken..
so much lah..
but the pizza onli got hawaiian and seafood flavour de so i jus kope the hawaiian de.
onli after we finished the pizza den the kfc came..
when i wanted to wait for a space for me to squeeze in, joe came towards me and asked me if i wan drumstick..
on his plate was a chicken drumstick, chicken thigh and 2 nuggets..
in the end he even have to take an empty plate for me to put the drumstick in..
haha..
he even gentlemanly help me squeeze out the chilli sauce..
later didnt spill onto me sia..
now mus be wary of him le..
both he and jas noticed tt i wore black pants today,
but i tin if i'm realli unlucky, black or white doesnt matter..
after tt he kept forcing me to eat those nuggets, whipped potato and colesaw lah..
cos he know tt i pai sei and will nt go and take de..
managed to turn him down..
yay..!
cos i told him eat so much after tt jus sit down there..
sure fat de lor..
haha..
women realli women sia..
early in the morning kanna teased by chris le..
argh..!
been in a daze today..
he noticed tt there's an item tt shouldnt be in the list..
so when i told him tt i dun have the hard copy with me now to cancel the order,
he pointed the "print" button to me..
so dots lah..
after when i printed it out and showed it to purchasing,
she told me tt she didnt order tt item cos its nt under her..
made me bai zuo..
den after tt i became the photocopyin lady..
he made me photocopy notes for his lessons,
and his notes werent in order..
so i had to arrange the notes and photocopy them..
cant even photocopy properly lah..
firstly photocopy onli 1 set instead of 6..
after tt photocopy onli single side instead of double sided..
caren mus be realli sleepin sia...
before chris went to the camp, he came to my desk..
at tt time joe was beside him..
so when he say tt he's goin off, i told him bye but he says he wasnt talkin to me but to joe..
argh..!
shadnt be bother with him le..
keep making fun of me de..
den joe even joined in..
overheard the hr manager tokin to juliet today..
nt tt i purposely wan to hear de but jus tt they talked a little too loud..
kept hearing them sayin my name, storeman and gopal..
wah lao..!
makin me paranoid again..
finally i'm nt tt sensitive le and yet they have to start it again..
OMG..!

2007-07-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

went to JB today..
haha..
woke up at 6.15..
the earliest ever since i quit motorola..
had a yummylicious breakfast and dinner..
had dim sum for breakfast..
i tin the last time i went there was last yr..
the food was still so nice..
the taste were still the same..
after tt went for a movie marathon..
watched 2 movies in a row sia..
harry potter and the order of the phonenix and die hard 4..
den this morning woke up so early tt i was partially dozing off during the movie..
haha..
first time ever falling asleep in the cinema sia..
so tired now..
goin work early tmr..
mus sleep early tonight le.. :]

2007-07-14T10:27:00.000+08:00

went for a morning jog today.. ;]
haha..
so tiring lah..
and my stamina was nowhere to be found..
i wonder how could i ran 2.4km last yr in less than 15 mins..
haha..
guess mus be moon's effort and "nagging"..
and of cos nt forgettin ms lee "training"..
haha..
den when i climbed the stairs up, i could feel as if the muscles are tearin and i'm panting like mad lah..
realli getting fat le..
surprising to see quite a lot ppl doin morning exercise,
cos most of them would rather lie in bed..
but those exercising are regulars..
den their leg muscles are so solid de..
so envious..
when i came home, slacked for an hr den went to bathe..
haha..
den saw a msg for chris..
he asked me y didnt i report to work today and wonder if i'm sick?
den i told him tt i'm off today and sent him an email remindin him ytd le..
den u guess wat he replied?
he said tt he knows it and purposely wan to disturb me de..
he even added "so lame" in lah..
wa lao..
-_-'''
den when i saw his reply, i almost peng sia..
oso dunno wan to laugh or cry..
guess he mus be veri bored at tt time sia..
hopefully this time my nt reporting to work on sat wun be as troublesome as the previous one..
looking forward to my movie feast..
muahaha.. :]

2007-07-13T19:04:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS THE BLACKIEST EVER FRIDAY THE 13TH..!
argh..!
ALL JOE'S FAULT...
today is the 2nd time he spilled the drinks and kanna me..
so suay lah..
second time in the week le..
the 1st time he spills the drinks, it kanna my legs..
this time round, the drink spills onto my pants..
my WHITE gio pants lah..
in the end my pants became white with yellow stains..
and the yellow stains occupied a big patch..
tt time he bought chin chow for us den somehow i tin he knock over the drinks..
onli a little spilled onto my legs..
at tt time i was wearing white pants..
as for today, nearly 1 cup of chin chow kanna me..
joe was askin me wat i wan to drink den when i asked him wats he drinking,
he said "pineapple juice" so i told him i dun wan any..
but somehow he came back with 4 cups of chin chow..
den when he wanted to put down the tray onto the table,
the drinks slipped and splashed onto the table and kanna me..
my response was rather retarded lah cos i didnt shan in time..
after tt he tried to save the drinks and pulled the tray back and in the end oso kanna him..
in the end he onli managed to save 1 cup..
i was sitting diagonally of him and yet kanna the drink..
yet the ones in front of and beside him were "safe"..
in the end jasmine and ah huat kept laughin at us lah..
joe even shuo feng liang hua lah..
kepting sayin tt his jiao hua..
so lame..!
den they even wanted to buy 4D on the table numbers but in the end didnt...
cos i tin its rather awful and inconvenient for me to walk around..
so when we finished eating, joe purposely walked in front of me so as to cover me..
but i tin it attracts more attention lah..
he's tryin to block others frm lookin at my pants so walked in front of me..
but he's too thin le..
when we got to the bus stop, he even purposely go over to talk to our colleague so as to distract her attention frm my pants..
in the end when we got back to office, he even borrow the company pants for me to change in..
but the pants too awful le..
checker pants lah..
and the pants were like pyjamas..
i tried to change into the pants but the pants was too big for me le so in the end still wear the soiled pants..
when i came out of the toilet, saw joe again den he asked me y didnt i change into tt pants...
so i was like telling him the pants was too big, awful and too long..
in the end he rolled up the pants and even criticised it to be the macdonald pants..
he even said tt in front of tt bakery guy lah cos he happened to walk past..
when i insisted nt wearin tt pants, he even wanted me to wear his jeans while he wear tt pants..
so i was like tellin him nt to be crazy lah..
i told him i'm fine wearin my pants BUT on 1 condition..
haha..
he will have to be my "legs"..
haha..
so he will help me do stuff tt requires me to walk around..
he even asked me if i have him no. so tt i can contact him..
haha..
i'm nt tt "handicapped" lah..
den whenever he come to my desk, he will smile cunningly at me lah..
he even asked for an extra small size pants for me
but in the end i still DIDNT wear it..
i wanted him to return the pants but he scared tt i might change my mind suddenly,
so the pants still remains on my desk..
tony even came to my desk today,
telling me tt he's calling in pizza hut and KFC on monday so told me to lunch in..
wa lao..!
ate so much nice food recently tt cant grow fat oso impossible lah..
den after tt din oso came to my desk..
he asked me if i'm reporting to work on monday nt..
when i said yes, he says he will treat me to nasi briyani..
so dots lah he..
purposely make fun of tony lah...
made me laugh so loud too..
walked the fastest back home today..
even "overtake" the bakery guy..
haha..
made him see the uglier and dirtier side of me today..
hai..
THANKS TO JOE SIA..
now we are all goin to ban him frm buyin drinks for us,
or whenever he wants to put down the tray, we will all siam..

2007-07-12T19:34:00.000+08:00

had a weird dream last night..
after tt didnt sleep at all..
onli shut my eyes..
but luckily tt dream onli happened at bout 5 plus
otherwise the whole night no need to sleep le..
reported to work early today..
so guai right..
haha..
initially was to start and end work early so can meet ade for the movie..
but onli when i told chris and arranged everything le den ade called and said to postpone the movie..
so sian lah.. =/
becos of the pathetic half an hr of sleep tt i lack,
i was practically sleepwalkin in office today...
so sleepy lah.. =0
kept yawning..
even too lazy to lunch out today..
den saw the bakery guy at the bus stop this morning..
haha..
realised tt he looks shuaier frm far..
haha..
den when he's up close, he looks quite of weird..
chris oso came to work early..
maybe to supervise me de..
whenever i start work at 8, he will come at bout 8.15..
den when i start work at the normal 8.30, he will onli come bout 5 to 10 mins later than me onli..
while i was converting the recipes to pdf files for him, he pop over to my desk to c if i brought him breakfast..
haha..
wonder if he's realli joking..
after tt continued on his recipes..
managed to finished it today..
haha..
yay..! :]
initially asked joe to packet back porridge for me
but as he and glynn went to KFC, den asked him to buy zinger meal for me..
somehow the meal has 2 side orders and becos i said i wanted french fries,
he changed both the side orders to french fries..
wa lao..!
i tot there was onli 1 pkt of fries onli mah..
in the end ate until i want to puke..
even after i woke up frm my short nap, they were nt back yet..
onli came back bout 2...
before i start on my lunch, i went over and told chris tt i finished the work tt he gave me to do..
den he was shocked..
haha..
den when he saw my eyes, he lol lah..
surely my eyes were small at tt time de..
jus woke up frm nap mah and kept facing the com, eyes how to big?
after tt he oso asked me to help him look for a piece of paper which he dun even know where he file it...
he dun even know how tt paper looks like lah,
but luckily tony showed us a sample..
so i went back to my desk and start to look for the paper..
after tt he asked me if i ate le den when i replied nt yet, he's so shocked lah..
he even asked joe why i haven eat..
haha...
after tt chris even asked them nt to disturb me and let me eat first...
so nice lah... :]
in the end i took bout half an hr to fin my lunch..
the zinger was filling and after finishing the fries, i almost explode..
so went to the store to "exercise"..
saw joe in there and he was already packin le..
asked him how much the lunch was but he sidetrack..
in the end left the money on his table otherwise he will nt take de...
den i was trying to take sugar frm the box..
but the box was sealed so i used the penknife to cut it open..
guess i cut too deep le den when i took out tt pkt of sugar,
the sugar came out den i screamed for joe..
he helped me clear up the mess and i was so pai sei lah..
hai yo..
thanks joe.. :]
guess he's leaving this job soon too but i dun dare to ask him somehow..
anyway he's quite nice lah except tt he keeps swearing..
den whenever the items are too high up or too heavy, he will help me take..
at times, he will purposely show off how tall he is lah..
he will try to stretch and touch for the exit sign..
after tt he will turn and smirk at me..
argh..!
after packing, start to slack le..
nt onli me lah but everyone oso those higher management are having meeting..
haha..
realise tt someone is using my com to send porn..
wa lao..!
somemore is using my "email" lah..
argh..!
i know who's tt person le..
so disapointed lah..

2007-07-11T19:25:00.000+08:00

yummy..!
jus finished eating fruits, lychee and mangosteen..
the lychees were sweet and juicy
and the juice jus kept squirting...
haha...
tied my hair to work today..
realised tt everytime when i tie my hair, it sure rains de..
haha..
in the morning chris called me...
den when i replied his call, he told me tt he's stuck in the traffic and wants me to buy breakfast for him..
so dots lah..
now i become his maid liao lor...
when i asked him wat he wants, he kept sayin sui bian..
he even asked me to buy more jus in case the others wan it too..
so i bought dian sim for them...
initially wanted to buy mac breakfast de cos its the more convenient..
but since he wants me to buy more, so i bought dian sim..
luckily i was nt late when reporting to work.. :]
after tt chris came to my desk and asked me if i considered the matter last night..
he didnt say much but i oso didnt promise him anything..
he says he will help me fight for the pay tt i'm havin now hourly or maybe higher..
so troubled lah..
so fan...
after i had finished keyin in the sales, went to the store to do some packing...
later din, joe and glynn oso joined in..
after packin for 2 ships, we started to chat le..
chat all bout the company outing and they were like **** here and **** there..
wa lao..!
they even talked bout naked girls doin bartop dancing in BKK pubs..
didnt even consider my presence lah..
so awkward..
finally had lunch at a different place le..
everytime during lunch time, the guys tt i had lunched with will start to "hunt" for girls..
i mean their eyes will start to target..
den they will start talkin how beautiful this girl is, how slim tt girl is.. -_-
so i will jus be lookin here and there or jus daze..
den joe started sayin tt he likes girls with long hair..
so glynn repeated tt and purposely say it straight in my face tt joe likes girls with long hair..
wats it got to do with me lah?
hai yo..
if gt electricity, den surely will get electrocuted long ago le lor..
so dots lah..
gt a bit sian after lunch le so went back to the store again..
packed onli for a while den started chatting with glynn again..
haha..
he's gt quite a temper sia..
haha..
he even issued warning letter before lah..
den he told me there was once a lady,
who's a secretary of someone high position..
den she ordered glynn to do something for her,
thinking tt he's the newcomer..
and her attitude was bad lah..
she's onli here for bout 3 mths while glynn was here bout 2 yrs..
den glynn gt so fed up tt he asked the lady to ask rose who he was..
in the end she found out tt he's actually in the management grp..
wa lao..!
after tt she told him no need to help her do the work le
and didnt even bother to apologise..
haha..
if i were her, i would dig a hole to hide my head in lah..
chris gave me work to do today..
haha..
finally sia..
want me to do the recipes again lah..
sian lah..
before he sit on my chair, he was hitting on the chair den all the dust kept flyin out..
so dots lah he..
den after tt he took a cushion and put it on my chair..
after he finished showin me how to do, he told me tt its nt urgent as long as i finished it before i leave..
so i was like wondering: " are they still continuing me?"..
somehow wat he says always contradict de..
den he was chosing an icon for the folder tt he wanted me to help him with..
he was searching for a nice pic den he says he wants to find smt nice..
in the end it was realli "nice" lah..
even he oso lol..
den before i leave the office, chris was at glynn's desk and he was "scanning" me..
so i was like "ya, wats wrong?"
den he say: "see you cannot ah?"
i even replied "cannot lah!"
haha..
i'm getting bolder in my speech lah..
sooner or later i tin he will flare at me de..
hopefully nt lah.. =X
haha..
after tt he started searching for coins lah..
oso dunno for wat?
i tin if he has coins, he will throw them at me..
haha..
den chris drove me home today..
but its becos i was still waiting at the bus stop for my bus..
actually the bus came but too packed for me to squeeze in
so wait for another bus lor..
before the nxt bus came, saw chris at the carpark den he signalled to me..
glynn was oso there..
den when i was at the carpark, glynn asked me which vehicle i wan..
haha..
of cos choose car lah..
safer mah..
if i choose the bike, i tin i will scream all the way home lah..
haha..
but the entire journey was rather quiet..
jus like glynn, chris oso used to work in hotel de..
den after tt oso work in restaurants before workin for the army..
cos he says its more relaxed..
den he oso says tt i'm getting more and more used to the job le..
almost 3 mths le mah..
den when i'm used to the job, i have to go le..
hai..
so contradicting.. :/
hopefullly things will go the way i wan bah or perhaps better..

2007-07-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

erm..
work was so buzy today tt i dun even have the time to look at my watch..
haha..
i onli realised tt it was 12 when my com popped out a window
cos the window will always automatically pop out at 12 de..
did lots of SO today..
PRs are oso all done by me de..
even helped joe convert the indent to SO and den to DO..
muhahaha..
sense of achievement.. :]
faced the com too long until i headache..
btw MR NICE GUY tony gt a promotion..
yay..!
but dunno promote to which position..
he used to be the logistics executive..
now maybe promote to senior logistics executive??
haha..
den when tony walked in, all of us clapped for him..
haha..
den chris even forced him to give me a treat..
tony even wanted to ask rose to packet back cai fan to treat me lah..
so stingy of him lor..
at least chris was nice to say tt he will bring me out to eat..
but i want him to cook leh..
haha..
chris oso wanted me to think of a place for him to treat me for my last day..
he even wanted me to book the place lah..
wa lao..!
now they making me unwilling to leave tt place..
argh...!
today chris finally asked me the qn tt i long wanted to hear..
haha..
before he pop out the qn, he was pacing up and down my desk..
den when i asked him whats wrong, he jus smiled..
as usual he will jus squat dwn beside me and talk..
he asked me to stay and work part time on sat..
but the pay is miserly lah..
5 bucks per hr..
den i told him tt its underpay lah..
so he was like: "how much you want? $5.10, $5.20?"
so dots lah he...
at the rate he's increasing the pay, i wonder how long it will take to reach my desired pay..
den he asked me to say how much i wan and he will try his best to negotiate for me..
hai..
how much is actually nt overboard?
argh..
its driving me crazy lah..
den our com actually organise 2 company outings..
1 for the executive grp and the other for the non executive grp..
the executive grp are goin to BKK while the non executive grp are goin to batam..
haha..
so worlds apart lah although both places start with B..
den chris was like askin joe, glynn and din to gather at my desk to announce this thing..
so while they are away on the holiday, both i and joe will have to take charge of everything,
frm receiving orders, packing to delivery..
den glynn was sayin: "one has yet to take license while the other has no license so how to deliver?"
haha..
tts so true lah..
den chris was asking din if he wants to be the 1st or 2nd batch goin to BKK..
din wanted to go with the 1st batch but chris hoped tt he would join the 2nd batch..
den all of them started saying tt chris asked him for a choice and yet he decided it for him..
so ironic lah..
den all of us all burst out laughing..

2007-07-09T19:34:00.000+08:00

ARGH..!
another slacking day at work again..
so sian lah..
it was realli boring.. =X
in the morning had to take out the items frm the chiller rm and put it on the respective pellet..
so i was like making my way frm the dry store to the chiller rm..
when i gt to the chiller rm, there was too much stuff for me to take le,
so i went to back to the dry store to get the trolley..
but our trolley was "trapped",
so "lend" it frm logistics..
den i pushed the trolley frm the dry store to the chiller rm..
after when i fin loading the stuff onto the trolley, i saw the truck which glynn was goin to drive it down to deliver the stock..
i was making my way to the truck and when i'm almost there, the truck went off..
OMG..!
so i was like picking up my speed to "chase" after the truck..
but luckily it stopped...
den when he came out of the truck, i was already perspiring like mad le..
den when i told him tt i was "chasing" after his truck, he lol lah..
he even told joe and they laughed so loud lah..
after finishin the delivery of the chiller items, went back to the office to cool myself down..
did some packing with din and joe and after tt slacked all the way till lunch time..
once in a while, did some ships' orders..
when i asked them for work for me to do, they even asked me to watch video..
bt is foodfare de video..
sian lah..
watched the video 19 TIMES cos i'm supposed to make sure tt the video runs smthly..
in the end watched till i wan puke..
haha..
den joy was like askin me hows the video..
so i told her tt it feels like i'm watchin a horror movie cos everything jus keeps repeating..
haha..
den tony asked me if i saw him in the movie and when i replied i saw him 19 times, he lol lah..
nt onli him, but oso joy and joe..
haha..
things gt slightly better after tt cos i gt more things to do le..
haha..
guess i'm a workaholic..
i feels uneasy when there's nth for me to do..
i jus dun like to slack..
haha..
i like to move around and do something,
instead of jus sitting there and collecting dust..

2007-07-07T14:59:00.000+08:00

FINALLY IT RAINED TODAY.. :D
it was cooling and refreshing but i still got to the office wet...
sian lah..
luckily onli my jeans was wet..
den chris sent me a msg "pls call me"..
haha...
so clever of him lah cos he expected me nt to ans his call..
if i manage to ans the call den the person will be in luck for the whole day..
haha..
either my phone's vibration is too weak or my butt's skin is too thick..
haha..
cos i always cant feel the vibration de..
so i called him and he wanted me to help joe do sort of like a testimonial..
haha..
now expert at writing testimonial liao lor..
haha...
but this time round was to write smt related to work..
a little difficulty sia..
den when joe came, the first thing he asked me was "did u call chris?"
den i was like "ya, he told me to help you do the job description stuff"
so i asked him wat it is for but he didnt tell me leh..
he says its for some reasons.. =/
when i finished typin it, i sent to him so tt he can add in more stuff
but he move here move there, slack here slack there..
he realli cant sit still de..
den both he and glynn went MIA and i was supposed to look for them lah cos chris cant seems to contact them..
so i was like looking here and there for them
but cant find them..
chris even jokingly asked me to call the police..
surely mus be skiving somewhere..
the lorry was gone and so were they..
bet they went out le..
when they finally came back, they even gave me 1 pkt of guava.. -_-'''
haha..
funny sia them..
so i was eating tt pkt of guava and skiving too...
wonder y they make me work 5.5 day when obviously there's nth for me to do on sat..
every sat i jus go to the office to surf the net or to read bks..
so pointless lah..
wore green to office today to support my stand against global warming
but i'm the onli one in green lah..
hai yo..
they dun even bother to wear green lah..
so disappointed in them...

2007-07-06T20:09:00.001+08:00

work was super slacking today..
nt onli for me,
but oso for chris, joe and glynn...
in the morning chris wasnt buzy with his work and had a mini chat with me..
somehow when he come over to my desk, he likes to squat and tok to me..
haha..
den after tt he will have difficulty standing up..
and will blame me for nt giving up my seat to him.. =X
today most of them will receive letter for their bonus..
somehow ur bonus will depend on ur immediate superior..
if ur supervisor dun like u, den u can forget all bout ur bonus and promotions le..
the bonus are split into executive and non executive grp..
den for each grp,the top 20% will receive bout 1 to 1.5 times of their pay
while the next 50 % will receive bout 0.5 to 0.9 of their pay..
as for the last 30%, they will nt receive anything..
so i was like testing chris out and found out tt he belongs to the top 20% executives,
expected de lah..
and he even bu yao lian say tt he has been receiving bonus under the top 20% executive grp lah..
wa lao..
in the end kanna suan by me, den he oso laughed lah..
i oso asked him on how they were being assessed and who's to judge them..
he oso keep goin around telling ppl tt i taught him the "so lame" phrase.. -_-
realli dots sia..
even when i did packing at the store, the 3 of them "visited" me..
but onli joe came to c me jus to ask me to help him do work..
as for the other 2, its becos they have nth to do..
haha..
did invoice matching today..
completed 2 stacks...
muahahaha...
forgot most of the procedures le..
joe even wanted to charge me for those invoices unmatched..
luckily i rebuted by sayin i shld charge him instead for those invoices matched..
and i WON..!
haha..
somehow gt communication breakdown with purchasing today..
last min there's a change in ship delivery,
so chris asked me to inform purchasing...
but at the time purchasing was buzy on the phone,
so i jus wrote down wat i wanted to say..
it looks smt like this
* for items with a tick, change delivery date to tue. For other items, deliver as per normal.
so purchasing tot to look out for the asterisk sign..
in the end she came to clarify with me..
at tt time, glynn was jus beside me and chris was behind her..
he looks fierce lah cos he was the one who ticked out the items..
den glynn defended me saying tt the asterisk sign was for her to take note and nt to mark out the items..
haha..
i was there trying to explain, sayin tt those items were marked out by chris
and all i did was to pass the msg..
hai...
after lunch i did invoice matching while joe did packing cos he's almost falling asleep in front of the com..
so i was doin the dirty work for him...
haha..
den tony finally passed me the foodfare shirt..
i requested for M size but they somehow gave me S and M to try..
the 3 of them were so shocked tt i wanted M but in the end i still took S..
they even asked me if i wanted XS..
haha..
den they were like: "u so small size want take M ah?"..
but luckily i listened to them...

2007-07-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

work was super duper sian today..
spent more than half of the day at the store..
realli had nth to do sia..
for the whole of this wk, haven got a gd sleep..
thanks to GLOBAL WARMING..!
at night it was so warm tt i cant sleep well lah..
sleep until middle of the night and i will suddenly wake up,
finding myself soak in sweat..
i know i exaggerate a bit too much..
haha..
den my bedroom was so stuffy lah..
in the end i chose to sleep in the living rm with the fan blowing directly at me onli..
muahaha...
so shuang lah but jus tt the sofa is rather small..
if i turn den i will fall off the sofa..
haha..
den when glynn saw me this morning,
the first thing tt he said was: "nt enuf sleep ah? you looked tired"
guess i looked realli haggard sia..
haha..
of cos tired lah..
slept at 11pm den after tt bout 2am went to the living rm and sleep...
den at bout 5am went back to my rm again..
the whole night "moved house" twice, how to sleep well?
haha..
tried to do my work slowly today but still cant keep me occupied..
fin my work at bout 10 den went to the store le..
haha..
joe and glynn were trying to cover the racks with plastic cover..
nt much of a help to them cos i'm nt tall..
haha..
nt my fault mah..
and i oso dun understand wat they are trying to do lah..
so i was jus standin there and lookin at them..
somehow glynn said tt i looked sad..
=O
did i looked sad?
guess i mus always look at the mirror sia,
otherwise my face will give ppl a diff ans frm wat i'm actually feeling..
haha..
in the end glynn asked me to check the utensils for cracks or flaws tt the VIP will be using on thur...
realli ma fan sia..
tin they mus be realli realli BIG shots..
den the both of them were tryin to give the store a makeover while i was looking out for cracks at those delicate utensils..
lunched in today..
even took a short nap..
haha..
in the end my eyes see things until blur blur de..
after lunch went back to the store to continue the checking..
i was like almost finished with the checking when joe suddenly shouted: "caren! u wan the fan?"
so dots lah..
for the past 30 mins or so, i'm soaked in my sweat ..
now den he finally asked..
so i was like: " you asked a bit too late hor" to suan him back..
haha..
they even brought the fan into our area...
tt lame joe even stood on the pellet den asked uncle lim to lift the pellet up cos the plug was veri high up..
den he was like waving his hands and saying thank you in cantonese..
he even imagined himself having a concert..
i was laughin so hard lah..
den after tt glynn carried the fan with joe leading the way holding the plug..
glynn even say tt he is his "fan"..
haha..
i realli laughed like mad sia..
so LAME lah but its funny..
at least its nt leng..
perspired a lot today..
which is a gd thing..
somehow i liked the feeling of perspiring..
even walked home frm office today..
haha..
mad girl sia..
saved bus fare and at the same time can perspire..
haha.. :]
took bout 30 mins to reach home..
btw there's this shuai bakery guy tt alight the same bus stop as me and lived somewhere near me de..
den whenever we take the 1730 bus, he would always walk so fast tt i seems to be stalking him lah...
wah lao..!

2007-07-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

chris wore red today..
woah..
bright colour sia..
den glynn wore purple..
my fave colour sia..
den the shade of purple was oso nice..!
JOE wasnt in,
but surprisingly the lunch grp waited for me today..
haha..
normally we will start to head to the bus stop at bout 1220..
but today i tot they would leave without me so i jus sat in the office till bout 1230,
until someone called me say tt they are actually waiting for me at the bus stop...
i was so shocked lah..
i even ran to the bus stop..
haha.. :]
packed 3 ships in the morning today..
den glynn even helped me do a little of packing cos i tin he kanna said by chris..
so he was like wearing his long sleeve purple shirt doin packing at the store..
the image so nt match lah..
den chris kept "so lame" me today..
everytime he tok to me or i tok to him, he will definitely add in the "so lame" phrase..
he even say tt he wants to treat me..
den when i asked him why, he says its for appreciation..
realli dots sia..
den i " so lame" him..
i even told him tt there's lame, lamer and lamest..
den when he said lamest, he rhyme it with goodness..
haha..
in the afternoon did the sales for june..
den i was telling chris nt i dun have the qty for batang for some of the ships,
so he told me to seek help from tony..
he even told him how to ask him when he's jus beside him..
he told me how to phrase the qn and wanted me to repeat wat he says when tony was jus beside him..
so dots..
but tony agreed to help me onli if i say "pls"..
and when i say "pls", the 3 of them lol..
when i'm done with figures, chris says tt he wants to take a look at it so he went over to my desk..
he was at my place, flipping through the calendar,
checking tt the ships in the calendar were oso in the excel sheet..
den suddenly he says tt he wants me to stay even if my contract ends..
but i tin its on a joking tone de..
so i didnt take it seriously..
but i'm glad tt i can be of some help..
den after tt he wanted me to help him do some stuff but he was hesistatin
cos the stuff tt he wanted me to do was almost similar to wat he has..
his manager wanted him to do another copy but he's goin to "petition" to the GM..
haha..
so he "chased" me out of my desk with a ruler cos he say he likes to stay at my desk to think..
haha..
so as usual, i went to the store and saw glynn in there..
started chatting again..
haha..
realised tt he wanted cooking at a young age le..
haha..
so in sec sch he knew where he wanted to go and wat he wanted to be le..
he even took at F&N in sec sch..
when i heard it, i raised my brows sia..
he even saw tt..
haha..
but its a gd thing to know what u wan to be when u r young..
haha..
den we even started comparing if sch is better or work..
but i tin work is still better leh at least no need to think so much,
compared to study where u have to focus on studyin,
studying hard to get u degree..
after tt went back to office cos they are closing the store le..
so i was finishing up wat i was doin earlier and glynn jus rolled his chair in to c wat i was doin..
he was so tired tt he even fell asleep lah..
but tt chris was like shouting here and there,
calling him den calling me..
so it mus have woke him up..
after tt chris even came over to my desk
and asked glynn to go home and sleep if he wants to sleep..
haha..
i oso wan to sleep..
yawnn..
but its so warm..
how nice if i can sleep in the office..
AIR CON..!
haha.. :]

2007-07-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

initially ytd was to watch transformers de..
but somehow the 7pm slot all kanna sold out le..
so sad lah..
but at least didnt waste the trip there..
haha..
had a mini class meeting.. :]
met ade and jas...
den after tt walked round causeway pt..
long time the 3 of us no walk causeway pt together le..
haha..
guess the last time was before the A lvl bah..
den after saw em among the shoes...
haha..
but according to her, all the good deals all gone le..
onli left those shoes tt i dun tin most people will buy..
after tt met tigger..
dined at lerk thai, nt jerk thai..
haha..
ade mother tot it was jerk thai lah..
the chicken kway teow was ok lah,
but jus tt they were too generous with the seasonings..
in the end the kway teow was so thick in pepper..
after tt walked around causeway pt again before heading home..
reached home at 10 but somehow onli managed to fall asleep at 12..
the bedroom was so stuffy lah..
hot till i cant fall asleep..
and for the whole of ytd, i almost fell quite a no. of times le..
at office's toilet almost fall..
at cwp's toilet oso almost fall..
den at the living room oso almost fall..
so sian diao lah..
argh..!
work was boring ytd...
haha..
chris wasnt in..
was buzy finalising the qty for the stock..
after lunch, the 3 of us all felt like sleepin..
getting restless easily and both of them even sat on the carpet floor..
haha..
den when we fin our work, we all headed to the store,
otherwise we will realli fall asleep in the office..
glynn was the first to head to the store..
haha..
lucky him..
den i was next..
muahaha..
when i told joe tt i was goin to the store to do packing,
he was telling me: " shuang lah.."
haha..
den when he stepped into the store, his face was realli sian le..
so we were packing and packing in the store..
once in a while, helen will come in and crap with us..
den we will laugh and laugh cos the 3 of them will start crapping..
helen even says tt when i first came, i was veri dao..
haha..
cos i ignored her..
no lor..
luckily joe defended me by sayin tt i'm pai sei,
which is true lah..
nobody intro me to her,
den she oso looked fierce lah..
when din joined us at the store,
we laughed even more lah..
the 3 guys will den all gang up against helen,
while i will be the audience..
rumly oso came to the store..
initially wanted him to find a jug so tt we can drink the orange squash,
cos we have it in excess..
but somehow he managed to find packet drinks at the chiller..
the herbal tea still taste nt bad sia...
taste more of chrysanthemum than of herbs..
he even asked me if i xue3 huai4 with these chou4 nan2 ren1 around..
den joe's response was so big lah cos he overheard wat rumly asked me..
but in the end i didnt ans him..
i guess i'm still the old caren...
but jus tt all the vulgarities still remain in my brain..
even glynn oso use those words..
haha..
but i will NEVER NEVER use them de unless i'm veri veri angry..
haha..
guess i will onli say shit or idiot lor..
nth further than this..
DEFINITELY..!

2007-07-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

12 july is a big day for foodfare..
becos of tt the whole office is getting buzy jus for tt day..
if nth goes wrong,
i will be helpin joy at the lobby to serve the VIP,
together with joe and din..
still have to dress formally..
in long black pants and blouse..
haha..
but i say i dun have blouse,
so chris arranged for me to be in foodfare top..
still have to tuck it in lah..
so toot..
even have to tie up my hair..
so ma fan lah..
in the morning, helped joy do laminating..
haha..
so glad tt at least i have stuff to do..
den joe was like kapoing and askin me wat i was doin..
den he asked me who asked me to do de..
den i said: "joe. den no no no. joy"
haha..
the names are so similar lah,
den everytime kanna mixed up..
somehow din got my name wrongly..
keep calling me catherine..
haha..
den tony oso asked my name today too...
so weird lah..
he asked me how i spell my name,
and the way to pronoun it..
weird sia..
glynn wasnt in today..
nobody to crap too..
haha...
so i was there rotting at my desk..
den chris was in an ultra good mood today..
haha..
esp in the morning..
there's an invoice tts missing and he was like hopping here and there to find the invoice..
he hopped to my desk and took some files over to check it..
den after tt he lol and went to joe's table to look for the "treasure"..
after lunch wanted to do some packing,
but joe asked me nt to do so jus in case they cancelled the ship..
so in the end helped him paste the stickers..
so cheater bug lah..
those nuts were actually past the expiry dates but yet we jus need to remove the stickers and paste over...
den can consume le...
he even taught me an easy way to remove the stickers cos he saw me scratchin the stickers..
haha..
somehow redo the "story" again cos we didnt add in explanations for some items..
i was readin the portion which chris did..
read till i almost peng sia..
den i even became the messenger cum delivery girl today..
keep climbing up and down the stairs to deliver tt report..
so ma fan lah..
chris oso taught me of a more reliable way to update the stockcards,
cos its realli a headache for us all..
so much work lah..
but as long as it tally or can help us in our explanation,
den all the hard work is worth it de..
JIA YOU..!